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The next day  Sea again went to library , he again saw Anan there but he didn't say anything to him . After yesterday , Sea asked his friend about Anan. 

Sea : can you told me our one senior called Anan?

kaew ( Sea friend ) : oh !The third year senior .Actually , he is called faculty god  after payu, who is his cousin . 

Sea : Why , god though ?

kaew : Because , he is good at studies and top of his faculty  , good at sports . Not only that ,he is good at playing various instrument .  And also ,he has his own company to run which is top in Thailand. So basically he is good at everything . 

Sea: Everything !

Suddenly the lyrics of the song pop up in his head. What flaws he might be saying when he he seems to be perfect . 

Kaew: One thing that is not like by anyone else . 

Sea: What is it ?

kaew: He is very cold person. He doesn't like to talk anyone . At one time, he rejected the girl who proposed him at second grade very rudely that's  why no one confess to him .

After that sea come out from his thought . That day also he asked Anan to recommend some book and that day he left some cake , he prepared that day . At the same day , he again saw Anan singing .

LONLINESS IS MY FRIEND
WORK IS MY LOVE AND 
TALKING TO MYSELF IS MY HOBBY

SOMETIME I JUST WANNA SCREAM 
BUT WHEN AND WHERE I ALSO DON'T KNOW 
I WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE , LOVE SOMEONE 
BUT WHOM I DON'T KNOW 

IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE ,WHY DO 
I FEEL LONELY 
IT'S NOT LIKE THAT I DON'T LOVE 
BEING ALONE BUT SOMETIMES I 
WANNA HAVE SOMEONE 

THAT I CAN LOVE, SOMEONE THAT WOULD 
CARE FOR ME NOT BECAUSE OF MY PERFECTION 
OR I AM RICH BUT ONIY ME 
MINE TRUE SELF 

BUT  I KNOW THAT PEOPLE APPROACH ME 
BECAUSE I AM RICH OR EITHER I AM PERFECT 
THAT WHY I BECAME COLD PERSON 

I AM AFRAID THAT THE COLDNESS 
WOULD MAKE ME NUMB FOR MY WHOLE LIFE 
THE NUMBINESS THAT I HAVE STARTED 
TO FEEL 

NOT UNDERSTANDING MY FEELING IS THE 
FIRST THING THAT HAPPEN THAT CONFUSE ME
PEOPLE AROUND ME TALK ABOUT THEIR FEELING
BUT THERE IS ME SOMEONE THAT CANNOT EXPRESSED MY OWN FEELING 

I WISH I CAN UNDERSTAND MY FEELING 
I WISH I CAN  FEEL HAPPY FOR  REAL 

After night things go same between them . Anan would recommend Sea some book and Sea would give him anything he has .Sea would always bring Anan something that is cooked by himself. But one day Anan didn't came and that day sea went to home without meeting him . Sea feel something empty that day .

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