Lonely Omega •Newtmas•

•Twenty Eight•

He can't reject Newt as his mate. How could he? He's wronged this omega and wants to make it better. His wolf wanted Newt, he needed Newt. Does Newt's wolf not feel the same?

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Newt storms off home. His wolf cries and begs for him to turn around and go accept Thomas as his mate but he can't. How could he?

Thomas didn't mean it, he couldn't have. Newt just smelt really good, in the past it used to be hard for alphas to control themselves around omegas, maybe Thomas was just as weak as his ancestors.

Either way, he'll make Thomas reject him as his mate, he has too. Newt needs to find his real mate, somebody who loves him and always has loved him.

Newt arrives home and heads straight for the bathroom. He almost gasps when he sees himself in the mirror, hickeys cover his neck, shoulders and chest. He wouldn't be surprised if there were some on his back as well. They are all incredibly vivid and dark.

He sighs heavily and starts stripping. He puts his phone down onto the counter and it lights up with notifications from Thomas. He feels his blood boil as he reads them.

Thomas.Eds: newt come back

Thomas.Eds: I'm not rejecting u as my mate

Thomas.Eds: can we talk about this?

Thomas.Eds: please?

Thomas.Eds: come on newt just give me a chance to explain

Newt lets out a snort and unlocks his phone, going straight to his messages.

newt.isc: just leave me alone Thomas

newt.isc: I want nothing to do with you

Thomas.Eds: we're mates newt, I think I deserve a say in this

newt.isc: you're rejecting me it's as easy as that

Thomas.Eds: no I'm not newt

newt.isc: yes you are

Thomas.Eds: can we just talk about this in person? Please?

newt.isc: in heat, can't leave the house

Thomas.Eds: newt I stg can you stop being so fucking difficult?

newt.isc: sure

Newt is quick to leave the chat and block Thomas on Instagram. He sighs heavily and turns his phone off before starting the shower.

He knows he's being harsh but it's nothing compared to what Thomas has done to him. Newt finishes undressing and steps into the shower.

As soon as the cool water touches his skin, he breaks down into tears. Newt hasn't cried in awhile and he hates that it is because of that dumb alpha.

Newt knows he's being unreasonable but he also knows Thomas is probably just pitying him. Newt lets out a shaky breath but it soon get replaced by a loud sob. Tears stream down his face but the water is quick to wipe them away.

Why does Thomas have to make everything so complicated? He wouldn't even have been in this mess if it wasn't for Thomas' big dumb alpha ego!

He just used Newt, he doesn't love Newt, he never did and never will.

So why am I so hooked up on it? Newt asks himself.

His inner wolf is hurting more than Newt, he's howling and begging to go see his mate. His inner omega wants to be held and cared for, he wants Thomas to take away the pain, he wants Thomas to help with the heats, to help with his hunger, to help with all his problems.

His wolf wants to curl up around his new mate and lick him, cherish him and care for him to the best of his abilities.

Newt pushes those thoughts down and tries to reason with himself. He only feels this way because Thomas is officially his mate. Everybody wants this with their mate! Right? Now that they are bonded they physically and mentally rely on each other. That's not love, Thomas doesn't love Newt.

Newt whimpers softly and looks down at his feet, ashamed he allowed himself to mate with Thomas. He's going to be in a world of trouble when he mother finds out.

Speaking of mother, Newt has to scrub off as much of Thomas as he can. He needs to try to rid the alphas scent so maybe he can deceive his mother.

After mating, mates often smell like each other and create another beautiful scent together. Knowing that, Newt scrubs himself as hard as he can with body wash. He goes over his neck, his shoulders, his back, he goes over every inch of his body to rid Thomas' addicting scent.

He's so screwed, so fucking screwed.

It's okay, Saturday Newt, on Saturday you will be free. Thomas will reject me and it'll be okay, things will go back to normal, Newt tries to reason with himself but only grows more upset when he realizes Saturday is a long time from Monday. Luckily Newt doesn't have to go to school, but Thomas does.

Oh no.

Thomas is going to stink of Newt, just how Newt stinks of Thomas. Everybody is going to know that not only did they have sex, but they knotted. Teachers will know, students will know, everybody will know! Newt's life is going to become a living hell. Hopefully Thomas tells people it was an accident and he's going to reject Newt. The omega couldn't imagine living life at school as Thomas' mate.

What would even happen? Would people bully him more? Would Thomas protect him or would people just leave the omega alone? There's just so many questions that Newt doesn't have the answers too.

Newt's just thankful he hasn't been horny yet. Knots help an incredible amount with heats, but it won't silence them forever. Eventually he'll get the gross feeling again but it shouldn't be as bad as it originally was.

The omega finishes up his shower and dries off. He grabs his phone and abandons his clothes in the bathroom before heading to his room to find clean ones that aren't infected by Thomas' scent. Newt changes and crawls back into bed. His body hurts all over, but not because of his heat but because of Thomas.

His hips sting with bruises and he feels empty... physically. The worst part is that Newt vividly remembers it! He may not have been in control but he definitely remembers it.

He hates to say it but mating with Thomas was nice, incredibly nice. He felt good and he loved the way Thomas dominated him.

It's a shame Thomas doesn't want him as a mate.