My life / english Version

Chris first experience with the nightmare

Dream

Once again it is so cold and dark around me. I'm in the woods again. There are only trees around me and this path that I get to see every time. The darkness and cold is unbearable.

It sounds like someone is calling me. I'm getting goosebumps. This voice scares me. Nevertheless, I follow the voice.

I feel other people, but I can't recognize them. The voices are getting louder and louder, the closer I get its getting colder and colder. I am very scared, but I still follow the voices and get closer to them.

I see a light source and can recognize 2 people, only the faces not only that one person is a young girl and the other a dark angel.

Dream end

I woke up, sweaty and anxious. Chris woke up immediately and looked at me scared. "What happened, dear?" He asked me in a soft voice. He took me in your arms and I immediately felt the feeling of safety and security.

I listened to his breath and heartbeat, which calmed me down. "Do you know, since I was 6 years old, I have had these nightmares. It's always the same and for some time I didn't have any more, but now I had it again." I said quietly, a little trembling.

Chris pressed me even closer and kissed my head. "I am always there for you. You can come to me at any time, dear. Do you hear?" He said so gently and stroked my back. "Thank you Chris, I love you so much for that," I said and he briefly pushed me away from him and beamed at me with his eyes.

I had only said "I love you" once before. Chris smiled at me. "And I love you, my angel," he said with a smile and pulled me to him. He kissed me lovingly and pulled me into a lying position together with him. I snuggled up to him. He gently stroked my back up and down and his regular heartbeat quickly made me fall asleep again without another nightmare.

When I woke up, we were still lying there. Apparently we both hadn't moved, this made me grin. I looked up and looked into his perfect face and stroked his cheek lovingly. Chris smiled and lovingly took my hand and kissed her.

"Good morning princess. Did you still sleep well?" He asked with his sleepy rough voice. I nodded violently. "Good morning, my prince. I can only sleep well in your arms," I answered and smiled at him. He pulled me on and gave me a loving kiss.

We got up and brushed our teeth and then went down to the kitchen together. We were both hungry. I went to the fridge and took out some eggs and bacon. I took a pan and made us scrambled eggs and bacon. Chris made us coffee in the meantime and toasted some toast.

Chris put the coffee and toast on the table and now waited for the rest. He didn't have to wait long, I had already put 2 plates with our breakfast on the table. I sat down next to Chris and together we started eating. He praised me because he liked it very much. This made me blush, because I wasn't used to praise.

Together we cleared the table and put the dishes in the dishwasher. Chris hugged me from behind and kissed me on the cheek. Together we got ready and then went outside and walked around.

4 months later author's view

Yesterday was the court hearing of Jasmin's producer. He was found guilty of attempted murder and was imprisoned for life with security custody. You could see Jasmin and her family's relief in their faces.

Chris was there for her day and night and helped her get through the difficult time again and again. Jasmin was very happy with Chris and of course he was also with her.

The friendship with BTS and SKZ was closer than ever. Whenever they found time, they went on excursions or simply sat with Jasmin or Chris in the garden and barbecued or talked. BTS and SKZ often made music together and Jasmin liked to listen to them. Especially with quiet songs, Jasmin always let daydreams.

Jasmin's Social Year also went well and she had fun with the children in the mosaic school. It was a school for children with disabilities. She was completely up in the job and everyone at school liked Jasmin, but especially the children who loved Jasmin.

(Author: I was actually there for 1 whole year and it was a great experience for life. The school is in NRW and still exists today)