Save Me

Prolouge

No place to call home, falling into the wrong arms when you felt all alone , living a life you never imagined. selling your body like that's what made you happy.

You thought he was your Superman, Thought he was there to save you, said he'd always love you but in the end he only played you.

I didn't want this, I never asked for it. But I don't want to seem ungrateful, even if he does hate me, he's the one that saved me.

Not in terms of actual help, but he wanted something in return.

I was innocent, I wasn't perfect but I was still worth it, now though.. I don't even know.

The way he speaks to me, the way he treats me.. Even the way he beats me, it all let's me know that I ain't Shit.

He sold me, he used me.. He played and abused me. I didn't know what to do, I couldn't just go. Even if he'd let me, where would I end up.

Where was my home? I don't have one. He took that away from me, he took my family away and he took everything that made me Justine away from me.

'Justine Skye'

"You did what you had to do tonight" I nodded and got in the back of the car. I pulled the scrap of my bra up and wiped my hands on my dress.

"Answer me when I'm talking to you!" He yelI looked into his cold black eyes and opened my mouth to speak.

"Yes" I mumbled pulling the $975 out of my bra. He snatched the money from my hands and counted it.

"This ain't shit but 750$ Skye what the fuck..."

"Its $975" I said looking out the window.
.I felt a sharp pain to my face where he had just punched me.

"Don't try to fucking make me look dumb stupid ass hoe" I held my face and turned around so he wouldn't see the tears in my eyes.

"I'm sorry" I said

"You know if you wasn't so fucking dirty maybe them Niggas'a wantchu instead of them pretty ass light skin hoes but look atchu" he said staring at me through the rearview mirror in disgust.

I bit down on my finger and leaned all the way back in the seat zoning him out.

"I should have killed you too. Good for nothing ass bitch. Can't eem'much fuck a nigga right to get this money.. Matter fact here" he said turning around in his seat after parking in the drive way of my home.

Ain't it fucked up how the Nigga I'm with is the same one that killed my mom, dad and little brother. Then he's living in the house that I was raised in and damn near beating my ass to death, Every day.

Fucked up life... I know.

I was slapped in the face with the huge wad of cash, causing me to snap out of my trans.

"Take that shit and go get a make over or some, I can't have my bitch walking around here looking like that" he said then got out the car.

After getting all of the money up I followed him into the house and turned on the light.

Every time I walked through this hallway, I saw my moma's helpless face and she bled out from the stomach.

"OK" I mumbled as I wiped my tears.

"Ayye aye, look at me" he softly touched my chin making me look into his cold black eyes. Even when he wasn't trying he still had that cold hearted nigga demeanor.

"You know I only do this cause I love you right" I didn't say a word as he pushed me up against the wall and started nibbling on my neck. I closed my eye and cried.

Please god, not again.

"You love me too right Skye" he mumbles against my skin as he trailed kissed down to the top of my breast.

I didn't say anything but he continued, I just wanted it to stop. No I didn't love him, even if he did save me ..I hated his guts. I wish I had the heart to kill him.

"Tell me you fucking love me too Skye!" He said harshly as he squeezed my sides.

"I-I love you too "