Save Me

37

August

Naah Mel, I just- I just fucked up. I unda'stan what she was sayin but I need ha bruh. I ca' make ha happy and give ha all the love she need..

ion know what ta do dawg, it's like I'm lost without ha..

Damn, that bad huh bruh ?

Shit, Why she can't jus' see that I'm gone always be thea' fa ha, I got ha by any means ya feel me.

yeah, but It aint the same tho luh brudda, lemme put it ta you dis' way.. if she'on love ha self she gone start leanin towards you fa all the love and happiness she can't find in ha self or nobody else. Nah don't get me wrong ain't none wrong with that, but it's gone eventually turn out bad.

How?

Nigga what if y'all was ta break up? Then what, she only Eva had you ta make ha happy and Shit but once you out the equation what she got left? nothin' dawg, she gone be in a predicament whea' she jus' loose it all and it won't turn out pretty.

But if we was still ta'getha we wouldn't break up.

You'on know that dawg, you'on know what yo future nor hers hold.

So-so what I do then?

Give ha some time, be ha friend but don't take it no fu'tha' then'nat. Wait ta she feel like she ready das' when you make ya move. I'm tellin ya boy erry'thing gone work out jus' be patient yungin she ain't goin nowhea'

iight iight I feel you on dat', good lookin bruh

Fasho luh brudda, I tol ya when eva ya had prolems ta come ta me. Das' what I'm hea' fa.

Yea I know, but nah back ta what we was originally talkin bout... y'all comin down tomorrow right.

Uuh yeah, the girls got a week out fa school and me and Chan took off fa work so we gone stay by you fa like two days and we gotta head back.

iight bruh das' coo, I jus' wanna spend some time with y'all.

Haha look at chu nigga soundin lonely and shit

Boooy fuck you, I wanna see my nieces and my sista.

Mmm I bet, it's coo tho I miss ya ass too. But you talked ta momma. she called me yesta'day ta talk to the girls.

Nooo, I ain't talk ta ha since she found out bout that nigga Kelvin. I went by ha house and she wa'nt thea' so...

Ohh--

I heard knockin at my do' makin me look up from my sofa.

Aye brudda lemme hit chu back, somebody at my do'.

iight foo one.

One.

I sighed gettin up and slippin on my slides.

"Who is it?' My voice boomed through the house.

"Me?" I heard from the otha' side of the do'. I chuckled and swung the do' open, Monica ass always sayin me like a nigga know who the fuck me is.

"Wassam sis--" I stopped my sentence as I looked and saw Evalynn and Justine standing next ta ha. I licked my lips as I looked Jay up and down, she was lookin mo' sexy then she did this mornin.

"Waddam Jay " I said. She stopped looking around and looked up at me with a smile.

"Umm. Hey, I was just coming to get the rest of my stuff if you --"

"Naa, naa come in " I said movin out the way. They all walked in but E and Monica was jus' lookin at a nigga smirkin.

"The fuck y'all lookin at" I asked mugging them.
"Mmm" E said as Monica chuckled and shook ha head while pointin at me.