Save Me

40

Justine

I stood outside of room 1745, Nelly's hospital room-- I couldn't believe she had actually gotten herself in here right after getting out. After talking myself into coming up here for the umpteenth time.

I finally decided that I should just go and get it over with. I still didn't feel good, but I was ignoring the churning of my stomach as the food I ate tried to make it's way up.

Closing my eyes I shook my hands at my sides and took deep breaths. I was only doing this because every time I thought about the vindictive person she was, it just made me rage on the inside, more so because I was so naive, I just wanted a friend to feel close to and it made me look over everything she was doing to me.

This was more then what
happened between her and August, I have always put my trust in her and I ended up fucked every single time. I had to calm myself down before going into the room or I might come out with yet another body on my hands.

"Uh excuse me ma'am, do you need some help?" I turned around to face this doctor that was looking at me oddly.

"No I'm good, just preparing myself to go in" I chuckled nervously. He smiled and put his hand on my shoulder.

"I know how you feel, it's scary when you're visiting your loved ones in the hospital especially in a situation like this. He said putting his hands inside his coat. I nodded slightly as he stared at me.

"You know, you look kind of familiar. Have I seen you somewhere before " he asked. I shook my head no causing him to frown.

"Are you su--"

"Dr.Ealy you're needed in surgery" a nurse said, he nodded and followed behind her while looking back at me. That was strange..

Sighing quietly, I twisted the knob walking into the room quietly, it was quiet with only the sounds of the heart monitor beeping. I scanned the room until I came across her bed, she looked like she was sleeping but I still walked over to her.

Once I made it to her side, I gasped and covered my mouth. She has been beaten so bad to the point where you'd surely not recognize her. She also had a cast on her arm and leg. I shook my head and sighed as I slowly reached out my hand to touch her face.

As soon as I got close enough to her face, her eyes popped open and she screamed.

"Aahhh!!... D-Devin?" She whispered causing me to get goosebumps all over.

"Wha-what-- it's me Justine " I said cautiously causing her to calm down. Her eyes went back to their normal size and she sighed.

"Why did you call me Devin? " I asked getting shivers just saying his name" her eyes roamed the room as she tried to avoid looking at me.

"Its nothing, why are you here? " she asked mugging me. I lifted an eyebrow and scanned her face.

"Don't lie to me Janelle I'll fuck you up more then you already is" I said rolling my eyes. She sighed turning away from me with tears in the brim of her eyes.

"H-He came looking for you when I was signing myself out" she mumbled. My eyes widened with fear as those words registered in my head. Devin was still alive and I thought August has killed him. I was slowly starting to get angry.

"How the fuck was Devin looking for me and he's dead" I asked glaring at her.

"Unless he's a dead man walking then  he's not really dead. he survived Justine, he's been in hide out plotting on you and August " she said. I shook my head not believing this shit, after everything I've been through it still hasn't been enough.

"What are you talking about tell me everything you know" taking a deep breath she sat up a little and patted the spot next to her.

"No I'm good right here, just talk " I demanded folding my arms.

"Well... u-uh how do I put this, well "

"Will you just fucking talk already and stop stalling! I don't have time for this bull shit" I sighed rolling my eyes, she already pissed me off once now she's making me want to slap the fuck out of her.

"He's the real reason I came looking for you!" She yelled while tears fell from her eyes.

"He made me do it and I'm sorry Jay, I'm so so sorry but he threatened to kill me if I didn't c-come looking for you for him, he said that all I had to do was watch everything you do and report back to him. Justine he's crazy "

"Don't you think I fucking know that! How could you Janelle. I knew you were fucking sneaky since I met you but really I never thought you'd go this far" I all but yelled while getting in her face. She closed her eyes and nodded.

"I've done so much for you, and you fuck me over like this! You of all people should know the hell I endured damn near my whole fucking life and through it all I still wouldn't sell you out if somebody paid me a million dollars because you was supposed to be my sister but now I see you ain't shit! You ain't shit at all Janelle I fucking hate you bruh like whyyy" I yelled hysterically.

"I know I know and it's ok, I can understand that but I didn't realize it then. But when I did, I told him I couldn't do it anymore and that I was leaving so he did this to me.. he beat me for two days straight then raped me along with five others then.. " she cried while shaking her head.

"Then what" I asked curiously. I did not feel the least bit of sympathy for her and some people may think it's wrong but I could really care less at this point. Once I got all the information I needed I was done with her completely, I don't care if this bitch dies.

"He-he said to pass the message along to you and August " she said quietly.

"What message? "

"To be prepared, you will both get what's coming to you " I scrunched up my face and shook my head turning around.

What the fuck.

I had to get out of here quick.

I needed to call August and maybe even think of somewhere else I could move cause clearly this town wasn't safe for me anymore. I should have left along time ago anyway.

My hands was shaking as I reached for the door knob to walk out.

"Oh and Justine.." she said quietly. I slowly turned around as I saw that she looked scared shitless.

"He has her"

"W-what " I asked hoarsely.

"He-He said if you want her, you'll do whatever he says because you know what he's capable of" once those words came from her mouth, I couldn't take it anymore. My eyes became blurry and my chest started to tightened making it hard for me to breath, The little energy I did have in my body quickly vanished while the light of the room slowly faded away. My knees gave out causing me to hit the floor.

What is life?....no really tell me.

OK so I just want to clear something up y'all, Mel will not be dying in this story. I know it's what most expect when he's alive in a story but not this one.

Anyways, what do y'all think..??? Let me know. Leave as many comments as you can because that's what motivates me to update quicker. And no not just the typical update comments.

Oh one more thing, by this being the last maybe ten chapters. Time will be flying by really fast so I can get to everything.

Devin isn't dead..

Nelly was being a snitch... Can she be trusted now

Will Justine be OK..

What will August do.