Doctor Annabelle

part 16

I don't know how long we stayed in the same position before i sat her on my desk and looked at her eyes. They held raw emotions, her feelings for me. They held the pain i caused by sending her away. I stroked her cheek not breaking eye contact

"Can i kiss you?" I asked knowing i had to do this right

"Uh..i...y..yes p..please" she stuttered

"Valentina can i kiss you?" I asked again and she maintained straight eye contact moving our heads closer so our lips were brushing

Breathing hard so close to me, there was vulnerability in the way she was looking at me,  a little fear that I might back away. She knew this was a line I was definitely against crossing. How wrong it was to breach that wall holding our relationship from fortunate grounds to a sinful dark path we could never change the circumstances that comes from it

I will deal with the consequences later

"Yes, kiss me" she closed her eyes and I gently cupped her cheek and pressed my lips onto her soft inviting ones.
I pulled back tilting her head slightly back and captured her lips with mine in a wet passionate kiss. She immediately kissed me back holding her arms around my neck

There was nothing soft about it. Not a gentle kiss, no. There was something dark about our souls meeting in the rawness of our wet lips and fight for power. She did not want to surrender and I was bound to make it happen

The feelings i got from the kiss shocked me. I pulled back breathing hard feeling my head in some sort of turmoil and my womb was tight, my heart was in my throat. Not butterflies or warmth

I felt my womb being corrupted by violence and my skin burn turning inside out. I suppose that's how a demon feels after pretending to be human for so long. Shedding and changing

Something about her taste bubbled under my skin like thick oil on a hot golden burning coal
I simply craved to have her in my presence, of course I was playing between flames of that sweet pain after a burn. Right when your skin starts boiling converting the smoothness into scorching goosebumps 

What in the name of crazy is this?

"What's wro...hmpp" I locked our lips again letting the feeling flow through my body as i kissed her

This time there was no confusion to question my dominance. I was in fucking charge

I lost my sanity in the kiss trying to name what I was feeling. I was chasing it trying to see it's limit. I pressed my tongue on her bottom lip and she opened her mouth trying to kiss me back with as much passion as I was kissing her. Our tongues danced together and I held the dominance

She pulled away breathing hard

"I n..need to breathe" she panted and I watched her for a second

"Breathe through your nose" i said capturing her lips again and this kiss lasted longer before she moaned and I pulled back leaving her lip with a pop. They were red and swollen slightly just the way I wanted them to be

"I need air" she whined trying to breathe again

"Why can't you breathe through your nose?" I frowned

"Because I'm normal" she rolled her eyes and my mind went into a foggy dirty place

"Can we go back to kissing?" I asked

"Wow, uh can we at least talk?"

"Can we talk after i have had enough of your lips?"

"Stop behaving like an addict. I want to kiss you just as bad but I can't as long as my mind has these questions" she pleaded

"Okay but one more time just a perk" she nodded letting me kiss her

I really found that a serious problem

How are you gonna leave an addict with a bag of pills just because they promise to take only one pill?

I locked our lips and pulled her to lie down as we made out. I felt like I couldn't get enough of her lips. I had never felt this way about just kissing before and she was driving me crazy. She moaned again pushing her hips on my stomach and I guess that stopped me.

I pulled back and she was panting with a red face. I was satisfied for now so I could stop

"Okay let's talk" I pulled her to sit up and i sat on my chair. Her thighs were in front of me as her legs dangled down on each of my side

"You are a freaking amazing kisser" she said with twinkling eyes and I smirked

"My mouth is very good at other things too" i said and she laughed covering her red face yet I noticed her hips shift too.

"Oh my god, who are you?" Valentina asked.

"I know what you are thinking. You have a lot to figure out about me" I took her hands getting serious

"Did you kiss me because you want to make me feel better?" She asked looking in my eyes

"No." I stroked her soft hand

"Then why did you kiss me?"

"I have been holding back too Valentina. I have never felt anything romantic towards a patient. You liked me but a lot of my patients liked me so I could not say you reciprocated my feelings because I thought yours were not real. But what you said showed me you did not like me as my patient but as Valentina."

"Wow you are really good at hiding your emotions. I never ever thought you would even see me as anything  but your patient"

"This is wrong. It's so wrong and if i later discover your feelings were just your mind, i will never forgive myself"

"It's more than that I promise. I know how i feel and it's real." She was desperate for me to believe her but i couldn't do it

"I am human Valentina. I'm not perfect. I'm a real person too" i said and she nodded but stayed quiet looking deep in thought

"I don't doubt my feelings for you one bit but you need to know for sure. So I want you to give me a new young psychiatrist who is really good. We won't see each other for two weeks and after that you can decide if my feelings were those of a patient or i really fell for you." She suggested

"You will give it a real chance?" I asked

"Yes. I am still working on getting better for myself." She was being honest

I thought about it and it was a good idea

"Okay." I said with finality

"Okay but before we do this..." she dropped herself on my lap and looked at my lips

"Fuck yes"

we made out the entire time and I was sure if her feelings were not real i was going to be fucked because mine were. She had awakened something I   killed a long time ago. I can still remember the battle from the back of head

My feelings for her were very real. I sent her to her room around 4. Since I could not concentrate i left work early driving home. As I was waiting on a red-light I saw a little figure with brown curls i knew too well. I waited for the green light and parked on the side of the road getting down

She was sitting on a big rock by the road.

"Delia?" I called and her head whipped in my direction. She stood up and ran towards me hugging me, well my legs

"I found you!" She said

"Found me?" I crouched down

"Yes, I was looking for you" she looked like she had been crying

"Are you here alone?"

"Yes" she nodded holding tight on my hands. She was dirty.

"Come on," i picked her up. For someone who recently lost her dad, she was very thin. Her dad fed her right?
I put her in the back seat and went to my driving seat

I guess I was making a visit to the foster home nearby but as if she read my thoughts, Delia asked:

"Are you going to take me to that place again? Because that would make me really sad"

Well fuck!