For Him

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A month is about to be over

In this month I didn't really see Taehyung that much
Except the one time our families met at a party which was organised by Mr Kim specially to announce Taehyung and my wedding

In just three more days I will be married
I am not ready
It feels like my whole life is crashing down
All my dreams, all my hopes, everything

Today I am going out to lunch with my best friends Jisoo unnie and Rosè
They are the one's who will also be my bridesmaid

After choosing a cute dress to wear
I do my hair and ou on a bit of light makeup, then step out of my house

My driver was waiting for me outside
I can drive a car myself but my parents won't allow me to go out on my own
They always have a person or two to keep an eye on me

The three of us have been friends for many years
I have known them since I was in middle school and we have been best friends ever since

Today we are meeting at our favourite Cafe
The last time I met them was 2 months ago
Rosè was out with some work in California and Jisoo unnie had went to attend her cousin's wedding in Busan

I had told them about all that was happening through calls and text but it's my first time meeting them in person ever since

I get in the car
After about a tide of 20 minutes I reach and hop off the car

Entering inside the cafe
I spot Jisoo unnie and Rosè already there,
Waiting for me

I wave at them as they wave back
I literally run towards the two and hug them tightly

"It feels so nice hugging you after two whole fucking months" Rosè

"Yeah, it seems like forever" I say

"It does really feel like we haven't met each other for forever
Like Jen so much happened
You are literally getting married in three days
And that also to Kim fucking Taehyung" Jisoo unnie

"But I don't want to" i say looking down
I could notice the sympathetic look on their face and I didn't like it

"Unnie I told Jimin about all this and that's when I found out that he already knows about it all
He is Taehyung's best friend" Rosè

"That guy has friends" I asked being actually surprised
How can anyone be his friends with the attitude he carries around
And that also he is the best friend of Rosie's boyfriend

"They both went to the same college and now are also business partners" Rosie said describing the relation between Taehyung and her boyfriend

"Don't worry Jennieya, everything happens for a reason
I bet there is going be some light hidden in this darkness" Jisoo unnie

"I wish,
That what you're saying becomes true" I say joining my hands

"Soooo...tell me
Blue or purple" Rosie

"Huh
What are you talking About Rosie ?"

"My best friend is getting married,
The bridesmaid should look preety
So tell which color should I wear ?" Rosie said pulling her phone out to show me dresses

"Blue suits you better" I said after looking at the pics

"Wonderful then I'll wear purple" Jisoo unnie said clapping her hands together

These two can actually make my mood way better

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"So which girl would you like to fuck today ?" Jimin said pouring me a glass of whiskey
We are both right now at a VIP room of our favorite club

"Not in the mood" I replied downing the glass of whiskey all at once

"What has happened to your mood from the past month
This is not the Taehyung I know
Oh wait,
Is this because of your soon to be wife Jennie
And you used to say, I changed because of Rosè
Now look at you" Jimin said

"It's not like that" I said taking the bottle to refill my glass

"Then how is it?
Explain me"

"To be honest
I don't have a fucking idea about what is happening to me
It's just like since the time my marriage has been fixed,
I just can't bring myself to touch any girl
It-it just dosent feel right"

"I never thought that I would ever say this but,
I think Mr Kim Taehyung is changing because of a girl"

"It's not true,
I am not even close to liking her
I am doing this all for fulfillment of my father's request"

"Still, because of her even the idea to you, of being with someone else sounds like cheating"

"But that doesn't mean I want to be with her"

"Those are your thoughts and choices Taehyung
But why do I think all this all is going to change very soon"

"Nothing like this is ever happening"

"Love makes people do crazy things"

"But for that a person first needs to be in love,
Which I'm never going to be
Love is fake, it's all just a pathetic lie
Which does nothing but destroy you"

"It was your past Taehyung
Leave it behind and give love a second chance
Trust me
Everybody is not same
Don't let your past ruin your present and future"

Recalling all the memories of my past relation
With the person I truly loved
Only makes me realize that how big of a idiot and naive I was

So this was end of this chapter
Hope you all like it
Please ignore any mistakes
I don't own any of the pics above credit to the owners
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