If I'm being honest I just wanted to make Jaden jealous. It doesn't happened but still. I do like Chris. Good looking man who is not treating me like I'm the boy in the room. He's just so nice and careful and caring. I was thinking this while he was looking for something to give me to wear. He is also hot.
-These?-he asked me.
-Yes, i want them.
I was in love once. This boy broke my heart into a million pieces. This is the love i was talking about when Jaden asked if i believe in love. He was my first...time... and it was nice while it lasted, i mean the relationship. Jaden was my first kiss because i was scared to kiss this boy because i had no idea how. But i really enjoyed the kiss from him. Since then I can't really forget it. It's just in my head over and over again.
-You look so confused.-Chris said. Chris, Jesus, let me continue my monologue, wtf.
-I'm just thinking about stuff, also can you turn around.
-Sure.-he turned around and i wore the shorts. No, you're supposed to be looking! Jesus, those boys and their understandings.
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So where i was... oh, yeah. I just can't forget Jaden and that's it. I just feel like no one compares to him and no one will ever be like him. I just wanted him.
-You want to have sex with me?-i asked Chris and he looked at me confused.
-Now? With you?
-Do you see someone else in the room?
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- Aren't you like drunk right now?
-I don't really mind.-i said.
-I don't know, Maggie. I feel like a lot of things happened tonight and-
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