Ghost x reader: New Recruit

33. Up

My head hurt.

My body hurt.

Everything hurt.

I sat up and saw Ghost asleep next to me in the bed.

Fuck, I can't believe I lost my virginity to my lieutenant.

One that hates me at that.

I got up, slowly and carefully moving Ghost's arm off my waist. I looked around and found my shirt was torn beyond use.

Okay.... I looked around and walked to his wardrobe.

I pulled out a green military shirt and put it on.

I found some sweatpants and put those on as well, tying the strings around my waist.

They were both too big on me but the rest of my clothes were all ruined.

I hurried around collecting my belongings and then looked over at Ghost.

He was staring at me, one arm under his head and the other in the empty space where I was sleeping a few minutes before.

"...Hey...."

He blinked and I gulped.

He pat the spot next to him and I slowly walked over and sat down.

He stared at me and slowly put a hand on my thigh.

"That's my clothes."

"You ripped up mine, I can't walk out naked."

"You sure can."

"No thank you."

He rubbed my thigh and and I looked down at his hand.

It was silent.

Five rounds.

After I had calmed down a bit last night, I agreed to more rounds.

"Its early. Everyone is gonna wake up soon. You should hurry up and get to the shower." Ghost said and I nodded.

"Okay."

We sat down for a few minutes more before Ghost pat my thigh.

"Okay. Bye bye." I stood up and left with my clothes.

I closed the door, entered my room and grabbed some new clothes.

I threw away my ripped pair and looked at Jay.

She was peeking at me from behind her blankets.

"Morning."

"You didn't come back last night, I was worried."

"I'm fine."

"Where's your clothes?" She sat up and squinted at me.

"I'm going to shower."

I graced a change of clothes and headed to our own private shower.

I scrubbed at the bites and hickeys all over my body but they stayed put.

As expected.

I finished getting clean and dried off before putting on my uniform.

I brushed my teeth and did my hair before walking out.

Jay was gone and I had a sneaking suspicion of where she must be.

None of my business.

I sat on my bed and held my head.

I can't believe I did that.

I can't believe I slept with my lieutenant!

My fucking Lieutenant!

What an I going to do!?

Whatever, this is a one time thing.

This happens in the military.

I don't expect any special treatment from this.

I checked the clock before leaving for drills.

Ghost, Gaz, and Soap stood there, waiting for all of us to get into formation.

I made eye contact sir Ghost.

His eyes were as cold as ever.

I have a feeling nothing has changed at all.