Forbidden Pleasure

Chapter 16

"Love is rarely a choice."
― Jessica Khoury

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Chapter 16

I did another mistake, again.

I bit my lip to rein in my tears as I remembered the happy face of my sister on the altar. I remember the hopeful face of my son, who wished to meet his father. God, I'm really sorry.

Kahit anong pilit ko, marupok ako pagdating sa lalaking iniibig ko. No matter how hard I tried to resist, I just can't. This forbidden pleasure is too much to bear. Kahit pala tumakbo ako palayo at hindi magpakita ng ilang taon, babalik at babalik pa rin talaga ako sa kanya.

Naputol ang pagmomonologo ko nang maramdaman kong sinuot na niyang muli sa 'kin ang aking underware at pants. He zipped my zipper and closed my fly. He then looked at me with a contented expression on his face. His lips formed a smirk as he helped me get up from lying on his table.

Sinalubong niya ako ng marubrob na halik at naunang lumayo. He caressed my cheeks as his smirk widen. Nilagay niya sa likod ng tenga ko ang mga takas kong buhok at hinalikan ang aking tenga.

"I own you now, Alexis," he whisperd.

"This is wrong..." but why does it feel so right?

Having him near me, kissing me, doing something that only lovers do, seemed to feel so right. Tutol na tutol ang isipan ko sa mga naging pasya ng katawan at puso ko. But I can't do anything. Just like I said, my body will always betray me. And it's making me frustrated!

"No," he murmured and lifted my chin using his forefinger and thumb to catch my eyes. "It's not."

"You're married," mahinang usal ko.

"Yeah?" He set his jaw.

I felt hopeless. "I don't want to be your mistress."

His smirk was gone in an instant. Bumaba ang ulo nito sa bandang leeg ko. I gasped as I felt him suck the most sensitive part of my neck. He whispered, "The moment you let me penetrate you, you're already my mistress. The moment you cum on my mouth, I already own you. I hope you're aware of that, darling."

Parang tinakasan ako ng sarili kong boses. And all I could do is to show him how tired I am using my facial expression, but he just didn't mind it. Instead, he showed me his victorious smirk and kissed my lips once again.

Somebody knocked on the door. Marahil ay wala akong lakas na itulak siya, hinawakan ko nalang ang kanyang balikat at bahagyang pinisil.

"Sir Ice, Mrs. Isia is on line 7, would you like to take the call?" sambit ni Ms. Gallego mula sa labas ng pinto.

He groaned lowly and distanced himself from me a little before answering his secretary, "Tell her to call through my phone."

"Yes, sir," she replied.

Muli na namang sinubsob ni Kaius ang kanyang mukha sa aking leeg at ang mga braso niya ay mas hinapit ako palapit. My arms involuntarily encircled around his neck and my left hand played his hair.

"I need to go home," I said in a very low voice.

Humigpit ang kapit nito sa aking bewang at mas siniksik ang kanyang mukha sa'king leeg. "No, you'll stay."

Aangal pa sana ako nang tumunog ang phone niya. Walang hirap niya itong inabot at sinagot ang tawag.

"Hello, mom?" He started planting small kisses on my neck. "I'm in Manila."