⁉️😨Im back😨⁉️

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Hey everyone, I am aware this isn't the update people are expecting and well I didn't expect to be writing in this anymore but its 12:35 am on a friday morning and i cant sleep😸. SO I thought I would pop in and give a lil update. Starting off VERY STRONG

1) I honestly forgot that I had an acc so i logged and yk i got a lil suprise to see a bunch of notifications.

2) I am very tired. Very drained and very exhausted from a number of things but we keep pushing.

3) I realized how much all of you love this story!! I knew people enjoyed it but its been a while since ive actually writen about the story and people keep coming back to read it, add it to their librarys, vote on it, etc. and that makes me happy. Knowing what started off as a silly little 'screw it' moment i did at 3am one day turned into this huge thing. I just wanted to say that i am truly greatful for everyone who had opened it and stuck around and enjoyed it (even if you opened it and closed it 5 secondd in, I still appriciate you!)

4) I know a while back I said I would have a brand new story up and running by February and LOOK!! Its mid-March and no new story!! AND THATS MY FAULT!!! That being said, I feel like I've come to a point where I dont think id like to continue this. I started THIS story back in 2020, mid covid I was bored and began writting and finished the first like 5 chapters the same day I started since I had nothing better to do. As time went on, more and more of you lovely readers began to enjoy it and I started changing things, re-wrote the story, went with it, didnt like it and re-wrote it, went with it, and the cycle continued till 2 years ago when I thought I was happy written but I realized that I was only writing as it felt more like an obligation than a fun thing to do to escape my own issues. I had about 3 different storys I was working on. One being a Hermione story (yippyyyy), one being a comepletely original story that I was going to take a long time to write, and the 3rd was going to be another Descendants story that would've been different from this one. SO TO SUM EVERYTHING UP:

I missed all of this and writing for my own enjoyment and entertainment. Realizing how creative i actually could get and just seeing how happy it makes all of you and i will continue writing but at my own pace this time. Adding onto what I mentioned earlier:

When I started, it was a fun thing for me but as time passed and more and more people opened the story, it felt more like an obligation to continue writing the story and one point I was writing to make everyone else happy instead of writing what I wanted to write. I enjoyed writing this story but as I wrote the current version that is up, I always thought

"okay I like this, but is everyone else going to enjoy this? is this too much? what can I change to make everyone else happy?"

So as the story progressed, I didnt enjoy it anymore and i kinds just wrote what i believed all of you would enjoy reading. And as I closed up the first movie and got to the second movie (which is still in drafts), i couldnt even write the first paragraph as I was too worried about what all of you would think and it got to a point where I only cared about how many reads, votes, rankings, and how many of you would add the story. I only cared about the numbers at one point that I gave up on making the story fun for myself and for you guys to read that I didnt release the 2nd part of this story. Only carrying about the numbers is INCREDIBLY selfish on my behalf but now I honestly dont care about the numbers. THAT BEING SAID:

I am back to writing:) THIS TIME, I am focusing more on writing what makes me happy as well as writing what will make you guys happy. If that means killing a character off or adding thr stupidest thing known the universe, I'll do it. ANYWAYS,

I am also here to listen to you guys. If you guys want me to do a certain story about anything (anything LEGAL) then I'll add it to my to do list and figure out wtf ima be writing about. FOR NOW HOWEVER, I am just leaving this story like this and I will continue writing my Hermione story (which will be up by end of 2025 the soonest🫣).

If you guys want to message me and give me some ideas or just wanna have a lil talk then ill be here to listen:)

Thank you all again for stickimg around and giving this story a chance. Thats all for now folks:)

03/22/24
1am
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