The Fallout

Chapter 16

Hannah came over this morning. She woke me up and ever since we have been sulking. No guys have been around me today, and that makes me feel a little bit better. I don't know what I would do if I encountered Waffle Nazi today. I might just explode. My feelings are so confusing. I feel so angry at him, but then I realize I am not angry at him, I am angry at myself. I am so foolish, I should have known he wasn't in to me like that. He was probably trying to be a good friend. We aren't together, he can sleep around, or do whatever he wants to do. Every time I picture him in my mind I feel so depressed. Okay, maybe I am angry at myself, but I am also angry at him. He shouldn't have done that! Ugh- see what I mean? One minute I want to slap him, and the next I want to apologize to him. He really didn't do anything wrong, but he still makes me angry. I groan and put my face in my hands. Then I feel something hit my arm and I look up and see that Hannah has thrown her spoon she ate her ice cream with at me, "Shhh! This is my favorite part!"

I shake my head at her as I look back at the T.V screen. We are currently watching The Notebook and eating ice cream. Well... we were eating ice cream. We ate it all and ran out. I sigh at the sadness of no longer having ice cream to comfort me. I look up at Hannah and she is already looking at me. She shakes her head no and I pout," Please!!"

"No no no! This is one of my favorite movies! I am not going to randomly stop watching it and go to the store with you for more ice cream!" She says.

I pout and stare at her with this look. She stares at me for a good while and then rolls her eyes, " I hate you," she mutters. When she pauses the movie I smile and grab my car keys.

"You're lucky I also want ice cream," she says.

I laugh and nod my head, "Who doesn't?"

She smiles and we make out way out towards my car. I turn the car on and Hannah fiddles with the radio station. Once we hear a sad song she frowns but leaves it on, "You know, we are hurting ourselves more by listening to this sad song."

She looks at me and sighs, " I am still going to feel depressed so what is the point?"

I agree with her and we listen to the sad song until we reach the grocery store. We step in the store and head straight for the frozen section. I hear someone familiar on the phone as we walk past an isle. I look and it was Tyler. He was talking on the phone.  Actually, more like whisper yelling. I just hurried past the isle before he could see us. I don't want to talk to any of them today. Once we get to the frozen section I look over at Hannah, " Did you see Tyler?"

She nodded her head," Yeah, I did." I nodded and stared at all of the beautiful flavors.

"So are you craving Dutch chocolate or cookies and cream?" I ask.

She looks over and says, " I want some strawberry ice cream."

I nod my head and grab a tub of strawberry. She looks at me and asks, " What about you?"

I sigh and say, " I could go for chocolate, but cookies and cream is just so amazing. You cant say no to it."

She laughs at me and I say, "Which one would you choose?"

She thinks for about two minutes and says, " That is actually super hard."

I sigh in frustration and I see a little boy with an older woman walking down the isle. He sees the ice cream and smiles so huge I thought his face would stretch out.

He talked to the older lady and pointed at the ice cream. She nodded her head and smiled down at him. The next thing I know he runs over here and examines the flavors. He puts his hands on the glass and his face plastered against it. I laugh at him and he sighs, I am guessing in the same predicament  as us.