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Today felt... dry. Once again, I've come back into the infinite loop of having a low mood daily.
For some reason I can't really come up with the words to say. I barely remember what happened today. It was all such a blur to be honest. It's already nighttime and I can barely recall three things I did today.
I almost want this day to just end quickly so I don't have to worry about it. It's not like anything bad in particular happened today. The only thing I could think of is just being a bit lonely again, just because I texted my friend more than she texted me. It kind of plants this thought into my head that I'm bothering my friend while she's busy, and I'm here just being a nuisance because I have nothing to do in my life right now.
That's about it. I'm not sure what will happen tomorrow, but I am hoping I choose to focus on myself more than others.
Unfortunately, the reason I decide to do this seems to be that I want to avoid this feeling of discomfort from every time I see my unread message, rather than actually wanting to work on myself properly.
I almost want to cry, and pity myself, but I'll probably look back at tomorrow and realise how stupid I was.
Well, I'm glad at least that I've kept my diary entry streak.
—Yuna
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the Lost & Unfound : my diary
RandomA book about my search for my 'home' in this world, my cries for help and comfort, seeking for hope/happiness, my vents about absolutely everything... and if you've come across this, hi! My name is Yuna :)
