your love never is for me | billie eilish

8 | drunk words

Abeline's pov:

two months later...

It's officially halloweekend and I'm ready to turn up .i was invited to tana mongeau's party and i had three costumes to choose from. I chose to go as a euphoria cheerleader with chantel

"we getting fucked up tonight or what" chantel yelled. "bitch duh" i said as i downed my shot

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when we arrived we were greeted by so many influencers, i was overwhelmed. I was only a small influencer so i didn't think people were going to know who i was.

"omg abeline!" tana ran to me and i hugged her

"girl i'm hella overwhelmed here, everybody is so famous" i exclaimed. "please you'd be surprised to know how many people were excited to hear that you were coming" she said

"drinks are over there" she pointed to a bar "please don't have too much i know you're underage" she whispered to me

i laughed and me and chantel side eyed each other. we definitely won't have too much wink wink.

joey<3

are you on your way?

yes babe, be there in 5

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i had joey dress up as nate jacobs to match my cheerleader costume (ifykyk)

"ABBY WHAT THE FUCK" i saw daus scream from across the room and i laughed. "BITCH I THOUGHT YOU COMING WAS JUST A JOKE" "girl you know i would never miss a party" i told him "y el novio?" he asked

"he's on his way" i bit my lip jokingly and he giggled

"abs are you ready to get our first drink" chantel tapped me

"yes let's go" i took her hand and walked to the bar

"two pink whitney shots please" chantel told the bartender. as i took the shot, i saw my handsome boyfriend walking up to me

"hi baby" i smiled as i kissed him

"gross, ima go find a hook up bye" my friend exclaimed

"you look so good" he said as he rubbed my arms. "so do you" i told him.

"i'll take a sprite with vodka" he asked the bartender. "how much do you plan on drinking?" he said "a fuck ton" i told him already kind of tipsy of the pregame i took before coming

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"have you seen chantel?" i asked daus. "no last time i seen her she was going upstairs with some guy" he shrugged. happy she got her hookup

i made my way over to a bottle that was on the counter. I knew the bartender was tired of seeing me so i just took some of that. joey told me he was going to the bathroom like twenty minutes ago, there must've been a line or something.

"easy on the alcohol damn" i saw a hand put the bottle down while i was drinking. she had green roots and looked rather familiar.

"do i know you" i slurred

"damn you really are drunk" the girl said. "hey, are you judging me?" i said. "abby you need some water" she giggled

"oh my gosh billie, your hair is green" i laughed."yea it is, who did you come with?" she responded. "chantel and my boyfriend" i tipped over

"okay well where are they?" she grabbed me so i wouldn't fall. I could not keep myself up

billie's pov: