your love never is for me | billie eilish

9 | how could you?

Abeline's pov:

i woke up with the worst pounding headache. pink whitney will have you regretting all your life choices. i looked on my nightstand and saw a lime gatorade bottle and a note

drink this for your stomach to feel better

i cashapped you money for food as well

- b :)

i smiled and took a sip of the gatorade. I tried recollecting my thoughts of what happened last night. I didn't remember seeing billie or any of my interaction with her, but she obviously took me home. I opened my phone to reveal tons of notifications

4 missed calls from joey

imessage from chantel

5 imessages from joey

i sighed as i rang joey and a few seconds went by before he picked up

"hello?" i was cut off. "abeline what the fuck- why haven't you answered it's two in the afternoon" he yelled

"i literally just woke up joey i would've called you earlier if i was up" i said in a 'duh' tone

"why are waking up so late?" he asked. is he serious.. "maybe if you were there you would've seen how much i was drinking." i exclaimed

"i literally told you i had a family emergency" "when?"

"abby you texted me? did you not?" he said and i checked my messages and he for sure did tell me he had a family emergency, but he didn't exactly tell ME because i know i didn't send that

"oh you're right sorry i forgot" i lied

"okay i'm going out right now call you later" he hung up

so weird honestly, i'm not a dumbass i know he didn't even say bye to me yesterday and i can't believe the 'family emergency' shit. i wasn't born yesterday

chantel

you wanna come to the gym with me?

im actually going somewhere rn, if you wanna go later sure

did you see my text?

yea and i'll call you later im just tryna go to the gym

alright

-

her tone seemed so dry. she's probably just hung over.

as shitty as i felt, i had content to film.

billie

how's the hangover

not so great, but it would've been worse if you weren't there

thank u billie

ofc, no shade but your friends are weird

welpp

it's also my fault for drinking so much

yea but who knows what would've happened if i wasn't there

im surprised you helped me after how i treated you

there's a very special place for you in my heart always

and ts is in the past, no hard feelings