your love never is for me | billie eilish

16 | flight arrived

Abeline's pov:

"okay i'm boarding the plane now abby" liv said on the phone. "okay have a safe flight, text me as soon as you're on your way" i said.

today liv is finally moving in! i haven't been this excited in so long. i finally won't feel alone all the time when i'm home, even though billie is always here.

her company is so much more different though. i like her in a way i can't even explain. the way she kisses up on me like i'm her girlfriend, the sex...

it's so hard not falling for her the way i am.

speaking of billie-

"you're done?" billie asked while i walked downstairs. "yes finally, i just put her bedsheets on" i sighed.

"it's so exhausting decorating a whole room, she better be grateful" i said as i laid my head on billie's chest

"she will be" she stroked my hair "you're such a great friend" she said. i looked up making a dirty face at her "ew don't ever say that"

"huh why? she chuckled. "it sounds weird coming from you" i answered laying my head back down. "well aren't we friends?" she said

"i mean yea but- never mind" i huffed. "no what is it?" she tapped me. "nothing- i'm gonna go get some water." i said getting up from her embrace

we are friends, but hearing her ask if we are friends makes me feel upset because that's not what i wanna be.

i quickly chugged a glass of water before i felt billie arms wrap around my waist

"tell me what's wrong" she said as laid a kiss on my neck. she really knew how to get me.

"you think we're just friends billie? i said turning around to face her. it's like i could see her mind go blank, she had nothing to say. "you think friends act like a couple everyday?" i asked

"abby stop." she said as she cupped my face "you know i have feelings for you and when the timing is right we'll be anything more than friends."

"are u sure?" i sighed. "yes i couldn't be more sure" billie smiled

i gave her a sweet kiss as i heard those words.

-

"what's your favorite thing about me?" i asked as i scrolled through netflix

"you're very caring, like the way you care so much for me and olivia, your parents and family in general" she smiled. "why do you ask?"

"i was just curious cause i know you love everything about me" i flipped my hair jokingly

"i don't fuck with your attitude sometimes" she declared and my mouth dropped

"you're the one who gets me irritated so easily" i said. "okay abeline just pick something to watch" she chuckled

i picked the movie 'Purple Hearts'. i got up to get the popcorn from the microwave. liv's flight is about six hours and the last time she called me was long ago now, so she shouldn't be too far. billie agreed to take me to the airport to go pick her up as well.

i heard a phone ding from the living room

"was that mine?" i yelled. "yea i'll check for u" billie said

"you still text your ex?" i heard billie say.

i froze for a second thinking. what the hell did she just say..

"no what-" i said as i rushed over to her. she sighed and passed me my phone and i saw a message from joey

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