19 | private but not secret

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Billie's pov:

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Billie's pov:

i know what i posted just started a whole lot of talking, but i couldn't care less. i don't have to confirm or deny anything and people can assume what they want.

as long as we know we're together, it's perfect.

my fans are crazy and i know they're gonna recognize abeline because of the tattoo.

i looked down at abby while she had her head on my chest. i always admire her as she sleeps, it's my favorite thing to do. i saw the time '6:37 am'. i had to start getting up because i had a meeting at 7:30.

i tried moving a bit, until abby tightened her grip around me.

"baby" i whispered. she let out a whimper. "baby- i have to go" i said

"where" she slurred with her eyes still closed. "i have a meeting" i stroked her hair

"okay- five more minutes and i'll get ready" she said nuzzling her face into my neck

"what- you're not coming" i giggled. "yes i am" she whined

"no love- it's way too early you need sleep" i stated. she shook her head and sat up rubbing her eyes

"why don't you want me to come" she asked. "i'm not saying i don't want you to, i just don't want you to be tired" i said

"i'm not tired, i'll go to the gym afterwards to fuel up" she said. i smiled and agreed

she's so stubborn sometimes

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"hey laura" i sighed putting my things down on a chair. "hey- oh hey abeline" she smiled

abby smiled giving her a 'hi' back.

we talked about my album and award shows coming up as always. abby looked like she was trying not to falling asleep of most of the time.

"will abeline be attending the grammy's with you?" laura asked.

"huh" abby exclaimed opening her eyes. "you wanna walk the carpet with me?" i asked

"you could just come as a guest you don't have to wa-" i got cut off

"of course i want to!" she said with a huge smile. "but people don't even know we're dating yet" she blurted

"dating?" laura questioned. "you guys are dating?"

"as of yesterday yes" i blushed. "billie we need to talk about this" she said

i furrowed my eyebrows turning over to look at my girlfriend and she was already giving me a confused look

"why can't we talk about it now?" i asked. "I would rather abeline not be here, in the most respectful way possible" she addressed

"i also never said she would walk the carpet with you, you're getting ahead of yourself" she stated

"i don't understand what there is to talk about, abeline is my girlfriend and she's allowed to walk with me" i bickered

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