your love never is for me | billie eilish

12 | jealousy, jealousy

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Abeline's pov:

she knocked on my window and i had no choice but to roll it down.

"are you fucking stalking me cruz?" billie asked letting out a small laugh. "no my car just stopped here i don't know why" i stuttered

"right, such a coincidence it stopped right where i was" she blurted.  i rolled my eyes"are you gonna help me with my car or just interrogate me?" i asked her

"leave your car here, i'll take u home and have finneas look at it tomorrow- it's 4 am in the morning" she said. "i don't want you to take me home i want my car" i declared

"it is four. in. the. morning" she repeated. "who do you actually want to come fix your car right now abeline?" she asked me rhetorically. i huffed and got out my car locking it.

are we gonna ignore whose house she came out of or what...

i got into the passenger seat, crossing my arms. after the conversation we had, no matter if i tracked her down, she was the last person i wanted to talk to tonight.

"you wanna play some music?" she asked. "no" i said bluntly going on my phone. "why are you always mad at me?" she said starting to drive.

i didn't answer her. she's the one always making me mad knowing i get irritated easily. we went about five minutes in silence before she decided to speak up again.

"i don't regret it abby" she commented. my expression slightly changed and i looked over at her. "i was just scared you were only doing it to get over your ex, i shouldn't of assumed"

"yea you shouldn't of" i mumbled under my breath. "but you also didn't have to get too mad at me like damn, i made you that mad that you tracked me down?" she slightly laughed

"were you planning on fighting me or something?" she asked. i couldn't help but laugh. "see there's that beautiful smile" she said rubbing her thumb on my hand while she kept her other hand on the steering wheel.

i didn't even notice she interlaced our hands.

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she parked her car where i would usually park mine.

"so how was your hookup" i asked leaning on the door with my legs crossed. a confused look filled her face. "what hookup?" she looked around confused as ever

"you were literally leaving a girl's house or am i wrong" i said.

"yea claudia.. my brother's girlfriend." she stated. my face dropped and i flushed pink. now i look like a fucking idiot

"i brought her flowers because she has been sick these past days" she told me. "why would you think i was hooking up with- wait, why do you care?" she stopped

i put my head down and stayed silent. i honestly had nothing to say.

"are you- are you jealous abby?" a cheeky smile appeared on her face.

"huh? no why would i be jealous" i licked my teeth still looking down. "hey, look at me" she put her finger on my chin. as soon as our eyes came in contact i smiled and looked back down

"oh shit you are jealous" she laughed. "you thought i was out with some bitch and you stalked me- you're crazy"

i rubbed my face in embarrassment. i was crazy. i don't know why i did that, were not dating.

"i love it" she said. i looked back up at her "you love it?" i raised one of my eyebrows. "yes, seems like you have a little crush on me or something" she said with her voice getting lower