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💌 + 🫧 | royally fucked up

TW - mention and attempts of su!c!d3, mention of h0m0ph0b!@, mild swearing
ship - Rajbow
type - angst to fluff 💌 + au 🫧
au - royalty au ( king x king ) + set in 1800s
( Raj and Bowie are both 29 in this au! )

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" Raj!! Raj!! " Bowie shouted through the vast palace, his sound echoed through the big halls of the grand palace.

" where is he.. " Bowie muttered to himself before going out the places to its gardens, lined with flowers of a colorful variety and healthy large trees, lush leaves growing on them, the grass was growing and at a height you can easily glide and walk though.

He sat outside putting his head in his hands, sighing, in his simple black tie, brown vest, brown blazer and black slacks, this was the 1800s of course.

He peeked through his hands to see a black figure standing on top of the building, it was quite high up, the highest point of the palace, Bowie needed to escape from the ongoing ball going on because he swore the orchestra was killing and dying himself out with the guests all chatty and gossiping and dancing, the garden was his only escape.

so was Raj.

" Huh? Who the hell? " Bowie took his hands off his head blocking his view

" Oh no... "

" OH SH*T! "

the man jolted and sprinted from his seat and raced and rushed up the stairs in one of the buildings attached to the great halls.

He soon got to the ballroom platform, above everyone else, it was high up, all you can see down there was girls in flowy, muted color dresses and men all dressed up in suits with their hair slicked back.

Bowie panicked and ran out as he raced up the stairs again to the roof...

where he found his husband.

Raj looked lifeless and pale. his foot on the edge of the roof, stones kicking off the roof,
high from the ground, falling down low.

it didn't matter, the rocks don't have lives.

But Raj did.

Raj was about to take a step, into the sky, about to fall down before...

" DO NOT DO IT! "

Raj instantly yanked his head around, seeing Bowie all panicked and worried, reaching out for him. Raj's eyes were teary and his mouth trembled closed.

" I BEG YOU PLEASE DONT! "

Bowie shouted almost crying also.

" I- I'm sorry. "

He uttered those last words before taking that final step.

Before Bowie yanked him back him and hugged him from the behind, the pressure and weight falling down on them and both of them falling down, not on the ground all the way down there.

still on the roof.

" DO NOT LEAVE ME TILL I DIE OR SO I WILL KILL YOU MYSELF! " Bowie shouted to him, almost crying, clutching and holding onto him tight, hugging him with his strength.

" Please.. don't leave me in this shitty world by myself. " Bowie cuddled him tight.

" I can't do this any-more. " Raj broke down into tears, crying and gently breaking down in his arms.

" You can. "

" I can't- "

" I thought I'd said that I would take anything at all for me to get you. Why are you doing this my love? "

" I can't do anything. All the towns gossip is about us. Just because we both like boys and we both like each other. It's not normal for us. It's not normal for anyone like us out there. "

" Who actually cares what they think? Look at us, we are happily married and we live in a great palace where anything is possible, and our marriage is loving. "

" This isn't some fairytale Bowie. " Raj sank into his arms.

" With you, everyday is a fairytale. " Bowie smiled.

" But- nothing is possible for us! we can't go out and just happily go around making sure the town is ok without the townsfolk saying something snarky about us. " Raj hugged him tight, nearly suffocating him.

" Hey! We can come through his together! As long as we are with each other. " Bowie hands clasped his.

" Don't do this again please.. " Bowie said.

" Hey, we are together aren't we? " Raj smiles sadly as his hand interlocked Bowie's.

Bowie softly kissed him for a second before bear hugging him again.

" guess I'm royally f**ked up then huh? " Raj said.

" we are both royally f**k ups then. " Bowie said, his face in Raj's hair, his voice and breath tickling his neck.

" I can't survive without you, don't die on me now. "

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