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💌 | you can only kill yourself and make me do it too.

TW - suicide attempt, homophobia
ship - Rajbow
type - angst to fluff 💌
prompt - raj has a breakdown and Bowie helps him through it, adding on this was 3 days before " sick day blues " occurred.
+ this fic contains some swahili and spanish! translations are next to the text

request - luvleymillz
+ favour for ykkk!

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" ENOUGH!! ALL I WANT IS A NICE DINNER WITH NO ARGUMENTS AND YOU CANT GO A DAY WITHOUT BRINGING UP MY FUCKING SEXUALITY ,DAD! " Bowie snaps suddenly at his father, by his bedroom door, back in his father's house, going out with his broken family to dinner.

" he's right George! ¡Todo lo que haces es culpar a mi chico por nada! (all you do is blame my boy for nothing! ) " His mother, Valeria, shouts at her ex-husband, her in frizzy hair, dark brown-black skin and a dark brown dress.

" YOU ARE RUINING YOUR GODDAMN LIFE, BOY! YOU ARE NOTHING TO ME! Ninakuuliza uondoe fuck nje ya nyumba yangu! ( I'M ASKING YOU TO GET THE FUCK OUT MY HOUSE! ) wewe kahaba ( you whore. ) " His father yells, dark skin, in a navy suit and tie as he scoffs and spits to the ground.

" ¡pequeña perra! ( you little bitch! ) " valeria says as she pulls him out as Bowie sighs, and throws his tie off, in his purple button up and white pants, as he rolls his eyes and pushes back his blonde hair. It was around 2am, they were going to a night restaurant.

bowie slammed his door as he groaned, before hearing, diet Mountain Dew ( demo ) by Lana del rey, blast from his phone, getting a call from " my king !!🏒⛸️🩷 ", he instantly knew it was raj and picked it I almost immediately.

" hey my love- " Bowie said with a smile on his face, wanting to talk to raj, before interrupted almost immediately.

" I'm gonna kill myself. with mk's sleeping pills. and a bag over my head. I'm gonna suffocate myself. and all this weight of my shoulders. All this pressure. will be gone. i love you. see you in an another life. " Raj hangs up.

oh.

oh fuck.

that is not what I expected.

oh shit.

shit.

with Bowie left in immediate shock. Bowie soon looking to see his parents fighting, him now running, the rain only pouring harder, he ran down the stairs and pushes his parents out the way.

" ¿Adónde carajo vas? ( WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU GOING? ) " his father exclaimed in Spanish.

Bowie said no words as he ran out in the rain, only wishing to get to his house on time.

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Bowie rapidly knocks on the door, before realizing it was left open weirdly.

" they really need to get more security- don't think bout that! " Bowie thinks as he runs up and slams the door open, seeing raj alive made him release weight of his shoulders, he thought he was dreaming that raj was alive and awake, and not dead.