The Billionaire's Possession

Chapter 8: A Secret And A Sin

I spent the night in Jacob's mansion, nothing sexual happened because he was too busy with work. Pero sinabayan niya ako noong dinner at hindi ako mapakali.

"Are you okay?" he asked while slicing the meat on his plate.

I nodded. Hindi ko alam kung paano ko siya kakausapin ngayon. Do I need to act as his slave from now on? And how to be a slave, by the way?

"Nathalia, what's the matter? Nagsisisi ka na ba ngayon?" Kumunot ang noo niya at binagsak ang kubyertos na hawak.

"No." Umiling ako. "I..." I cleared my throat. "I just don't know how to act in front of you now."

"Act normally. We are not yet starting. Kapag natapos ang mga trabaho ko ay haharapin kita. You still need to be trained because you are new in this kink word."

Yeah, right!

"May ask you, Jacob?" I am a bit hesistant. Baka kasi magalit siya sa itatanong ko at latayan na naman niya ako.

"Yeah, what is it?" Pinunasan niya ang bibig niya at binigay ang buong atensyon sa akin.

"Huwag kang magagalit, ha?" Ngumuso ako.

He smiled and playfully rolled his eyes. "Okay, what is it?"

I cleared my throat. "Paano ka napasok sa BDSM? Did they recruit you or something?"

He chuckled. "I founded the organization, actually."

Nanlaki ang mga mata ko. "What?" I blinked twice. "W-why? How?"

He shrugged his shoulders. "I just want to and everyone else. BDSM has been a practice for different couples, it has become their lifestyle. I got interested and tried to be one of them. And since then, I don't like vanilla-type sex anymore. I want more, I want adventures, and I want to own someone that I can control day to night."

Napalunok ako at nag-iwas ng tingin. Hindi ko kaya ang intensity ng pagtitig niya sa akin.

"When I first became a Dom or the Dominant, I gained many connections and friends, I guess. It helped me to rise in the business world. That's when I thought of founding an organization that would help me more to gain connections. I recruited many influential people who were in the kink world too. It's not just a lifestyle for me, Nathalia, it's a business," he added.

"Okay, so, a dom or dominant has the control and...?" I looked at him again.

"And the sub or submissive needs to trust and submit to her dom. And remember, it is not just for heterosexual couples." Lumapit siya sa akin.

Yumuko ako. "Why do you want to have a slave then? Isn't it the same thing as sub, is it?

Hinaplos niya ang pisngi ko pababa sa gilid ng leeg ko. "I want control in all things. A slave will satisfy that need. Unlike a sub who still has to say in some things that can be arranged with his dom, a slave fully submits to his Master's will all the time it becomes her lifestyle. In short, you are my property now, Nathalia and you can't do anything about that." He gave me a peck on the lips and moved away.

Umayos naman ako ng upo at huminga nang malalim. "Hindi pa rin tayo pwedeng makita na magkasama sa labas. I am still in a relationship with your brother."

Nagtaas siya ng kilay. "Then, break up with him. I don't share what's mine, Nathalia."

"I'm just waiting for him to initiate the act. Ayokong magmukhang masama sa mata niya. Kung magkakabalikan man sila ni Lucy, siguro ay automatic na 'yon na wala na kami. Is that okay with you?" Kinurot ko ang kamay ko dahil hindi ko mabasa ang mga emosyon sa mata niya ngayon.

"Ano pa ang magagawa ko? You know what? You are fit in the BDSM world, you are a masochist. Nasasaktan ka na pero gusto mo pa rin. I wonder what will you feel when I do every punishment I know." He smirked and stood up.

"Are you done already?" tanong ko. Halos hindi ko pa nababawasan ang pagkain ko. Nataranta tuloy ako.

"Yeah, I'm going back to my office, just knock if you need anything from me. I prepared a room for you, a maid will assist you." Tumingin siya sa plato ko. "Finish your food," maotoridad niyang sambit.

"Thank you, Jacob." I smiled and bit my lower lip after.

Wala na siyang sinabi at natuloy na sa pag-alis. Pinilit kong ubusin ang pagkain ko dahil nakabantay sa akin ang butler niya, baka isumbong ako. Grabe pa namang magparusa si Jacob.

Dinama ko ang pwetan ko pagkatapos kong maligo sa bubble bath na inihanda niya para sa akin. I didn't know that he was so caring. Ganito ba ang mga master sa mga slave nila? I read in one article that masters treasure their slaves, they care for them so much. I hope I don't regret this decision of mine, sana tama lang na pumayag ako sa ganitong setup. I just want to be loved.

All my life I have been begging for attention from my parents and everyone around me. Kay Jacob ko lang nakukuha iyon tapos umalis pa siya. He was my best friend back then, I stopped myself from falling for him so it won't ruin our friendship. Palagi kong binabaling sa iba ang paghanga ko sa kanya. I sometimes think if he would get jealous if I complimented other guys when he was with me but I got nothing.

Now, I am just his bare slave. Nagtataksil pa ako dahil girlfriend pa ako ng kapatid niya. I hope that the day will come that I don't need to be his slave just to get his attention, care, and...love.

"May kailangan ka?" tanong niya kaagad nang buksan ko ang pinto ng office niya.

He was just there plainly sitting on his swivel chair wearing a white long sleeves polo, and his eye glasses are so bagay with him. Nakagat ko ang labi ko bago tuluyang pumasok sa opisina niya.

"I can't sleep," I answered him honestly.

He is still busy with his paperworks and I don't really want to disturb him. Umupo na lang ako sa sofa na medyo malayo sa table niya kung saan siya nagtatrabaho. Sandali siyang sumulyap sa akin bago bumalik sa ginagawa.

I just watch him work his ass off and I enjoyed it like watching my favorite drama. Bago ko pa namalayan ay naglilipit na pala siya ng gamit niya. Inalis na niya ang eyeglasses niya at hinilot ang mga mata. Mabilis siyang tumayo at lumapit sa akin.

"Come, let's sleep." Nilahad niya ang isang kamay sa akin.

"How about your work? Did I disturb you?" I asked while accepting his hand.

"Don't worry about my work, you have to sleep. Hindi maganda ang nagpupuyat," he said that warms my heart.

Tinago ko ang mga ngiti ko. Hindi niya dapat makita na sa simpleng gano'n lang niya ay bumibigay na ako.

We walked out of his office. Hawak niya ang kamay ko habang hila niya ako papapunta sa kwarto na nilaan niya sa akin. He removed his polo and his slacks, boxer shorts na lang ang suot niya ngayon.

"Come on, Nathalia." Inaya niya ako sa kama.

Maligaya naman akong tumabi sa kanya at yumakap sa katawan niya. I instantly became sleepy because of his warmth. I felt him caressing my hair and dropping light kisses on the top of my head. My eyes comfortably rest while my mind screams no regret for this sin and secret.