"jade?" i hear someone say quietly

i open my eyes and see theo sat on the edge of my bed, stroking my hair softly. i smile at him and sit up, wiping my eyes to try and wake myself up

"i woke you up early so we can go to breakfast with the boys, you keep missing it" he smiles

"okay, thank you" i smile back. i stand up and walk into the bathroom, brushing my teeth and hair and then walking back into my room. theo's still sat on my bed as i go over to my wardrobe, pulling my uniform out and hanging it over my chair, i get some underwear to start changing, taking off my pj top and then putting my bra on and some deodorant. i can feel theos eyes on me as i change, taking in all of me. 

i put on my shirt and button it up, then doing my tie. i pull my pj trousers down and then my pants, grabbing the thong i picked out and putting that on and then my stockings (i hate tights cause they always fall down), and then put on my skirt and shoes. i decide to put on a black jumper over my shirt as it's chilly out, not cold but also not warm, and then put on all my jewellery. shit, my glasses. i haven't worn my glasses since coming back to school. i can see without them although everything is a slight bit blurry but if i go too long without them then it like kills my head. i rummage through my desk drawers and find them, sighing of relief and putting them on and then putting my robe on and grabbing everything i need, shoving it all in my pockets.

"okay im ready" i smile at theo who's just sitting on the bed watching me

"i didn't know you wore glasses..." he says and tilts his head slightly,"they suit you"

he stands up and opens the door for me, i thank him and he shuts the door behind us, we walk down to the main hall and sit down with all the boys.

"good morning all" i smile, sitting down inbetween matt and theo, the other 3 boys opposite us.

"wow you actually got to breakfast today, it's a miracle" matt laughs

"well i would if you'd come and wake me up 30 minutes before you do... but you don't soooo" i reply, shrugging and drinking a glass of orange juice, it gives me fucking heartburn, fucking mondays mate. "oh fuck, oh cunt" i grip my chest and hang my head forward, trying to shorten my breaths to stop it

"you okay jade?" theo asks quietly, stroking my thigh underneath the table, i nod. slowly but surely it goes away and i let out a long breath 

"fucking hell that was intense, only wanted a drink" i laugh slightly. they boys laugh with me

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potions first period. on a monday. with snape. someones having a right old giggle with this timetable honestly. me and the boys are stood round our table as snape gives us our instructions for the hour. after he's done explaining, draco and blaise get straight to making the potion and using enzo to pass them what they need. matt stands there on his phone, hiding it under the desk so obviously that we were surprised that he didn't get caught, me and theo are just stood there watching everyone scrambling around for ingredients and whatever else.

 i take my pen out of my pocket and draw 3 flowers along the back of my hand, from the knuckle under my pinky to the top of my wrist, going down in a line. i quite like them but don't want to ruin them by drawing more so i grab theo's right hand from where he's leaning onto the table next to me and i draw the same 3 flowers in the same place on his hand, making sure that they're pretty and detailed. theo looks down at his hand and then looks at me, watching closely as i make the flowers look the best i can. i finish the flowers, smiling at my work and then up at theo and then the bell rings.

i have a free period so i grab my stuff and say goodbye to the boys, then walking to the ravenclaw common room and seeing luna on the sofa, "lunaaa" i sing, laughing

"oh hey jade, shall we go to my dorm?" she smiles and asks me

"of course" i smile back to her and follow her up to her room. i walk in and take off my robe, hanging it off her desk chair and i walk to her bed and sit down, luna shuts the door and sits down opposite me so that were facing eachother sat with our legs crossed on her bed. "im sorry i haven't seen you since we got back, i finally gave in to draco and joined into his little group and that lot are for some reason always doing something" i laugh

"oh it's okay, i haven't really been doing much anyway, been spending most of the time in the library studying" she laughs,"i know, unusual of me but i quite like it down there, i like smoking and then going down there to sit on the beanbags in the corner and read"

"that sounds good, might have to join you on that soon" i smile and laugh slight,"speaking of smoking... do you have any on you now"

"i do, i saved some for when i next saw you, here we are" she laughs and pulls out a pre-rolled joint from a locked compartment in her desk drawer

"thank you" i smile, putting it between my lips and lighting it, letting myself inhale the smoke from it. she smiles and opens the bottom draw of her desk, pulling out crisps, sweets, chocolates and pastries and putting them all on the bed to the side of us. i have a couple more hits so that i've smoked half and i give them other half to her. she finishes it and puts in out in her ashtray, we both lean back against her bed posts and start to eat the food she got out.

after about 45 minutes, we'd finished the food and had moved to lay down next to eachother, listening to music and singing along, "i tell you what yeah, im not going to transfiguration today, im really not in the mood but i have free period after that so i'll have 2 hours to do whatever and then it'll be lunch and i have astronomy last which i'll go to... you reckon ill get detention for skipping?" i ask

"probably but that 2 hours off are probably worth it for a 30 minute detention..." she says

"yeah let's just hope i get a half-hour detention instead of an hour one. anyways i think im gonna go to my dorm to grab some stuff and sort my shit out before break, i'll talk to you soon yeah?" 

"alright jade, i'll see you later" she smiles. 

i stand up and say goodbye, walking out slowly and all the way to my common room, walking in and sitting down on the sofa as everyone else gets out of their lessons or comes back from wherever just after me. i lay my head on the back of the sofa and close my eyes, then opening them when someone sits next to me. i let my head roll to the side and look to see enzo there

"cor... your fucked jade..." he starts pissing himself laughing at the sight of my extremely bloodshot eyes

"oh shut up lorenzo" i smack his chest

"whatever, come on, the boys sent me here to come pick you up to come out with us to the courtyard for our break" he laughs


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