Aish. Polik sir and Asher are too much *whines* why did they fixed the time at 8am? Its too much early. I told my mom that i dont want to go there today but she was yelling, shouting at me. Like i want some peace, Mom. I angrily left.
At coaching :
I was alone with Sofiya, nondini, alisha & tahmid. Sofiya was talking with me, Alisha talking with Nondini, Tahmid just playing with his pen.
Sofiya : how can she propose him infornt of everyone? Even Polik sir heard that.
Luisa : just proposal? The day before she proposed him, ronak broke up with her.
Sofiya : such a Whore girl. Oh by the way, are you single?
Luisa : yes I'm.
Sofiya : You are lying, right?
Luisa : Noo. I'm really single. Find me a boy.
Sofiya : hahaha. Okay okay.
Asher came and told sofiya to find a girl for him.
Luisa's Pov :
WHAT!!! he is single? Whatever but i just said i need a boy and he also said he need a girl. Ugh forget it.
After the exam. Alisha told me she was going to bunk english class with Tahmid and also gave me a job *rolls eyes* now i need to tell sir that alisha is sick and wont come lolz. Why me?
Oh john brother? Why is he peeking from the door? *looking at sofiya's mom* oh i got it. But i cant do anything right? If i bring sofiya outside, her mom will also follow us.
I should head back to my home. But i have been in love, i guess? Cz i always look at Asher. I needs topics to talk with him. I know he wont accept me. He dont like girls with ugly face.
At the night :
Why am i thinking about them again? Audity, i hate you. I hate you all. I'll make your wish come true. Didnt you said i have never tried to suicide? Its haram i know. i will get into an accident but by unknowingly. Why am i feeling so angryyy? I know what my hearts what now. I took a piece of glass that i had saved a long ago. I started cutting my hands but not that deep because my family will get it and misunderstand with that. I have been hurting myself in many ways. I'm in depression. I need someone to hug me. I'm feeling lonely. I wants to cry but tears are not coming. What happening with me? Allah take me back. I cant do this anymore.
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It was my mistake ( Luisa X Asher)
Non-FictionBasically, its my SECOND story. this is based on real life. Whatever happens in this story is actually according to my friend's cousin. Luisa is an ordinary girl, not that brilliant girl, girlie, dont have any fashion sense, introvert, ugly. While...