Realizations

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Song of the chapter: Like i can by Sam Smith

Lucy P.O.V

At her house...

I felt bad for Natsu. Hes been raped twice. His cousin was raped (
what is it with that family and rape? ). His Aunt died of cancer. His new friend went to prison for murder. And now, his dad wanted to take him home with him. Plus, he doesn't approve of him being gay.

"Whats wrong Lucy?", said Erza.

"Im just thinking about Natsu. This school year has been rough for him", I explained.

"Then throw him a party. His birthday is in a few days. It would be a nice surprise", explained Erza.

"No, i think we should take him somewhere special. Like the park where we all first met", i suggested.

"This is too difficult", sighed Erza.

"I agree", i said in frustration.

We decided on making him a photo album that would contain all of our happiest moments as friends. I called Gray and asked him what his present was going to be.

"Simple. The best sex he ever had. Im going to bottom", he explained.

I laughed. Gray has never bottomed in his life.

"Do you even know if he would agree?", i asked.

"If he doesn't, he bottoms", he replied.

That sounded about right.

"Goodbye Gray", i said laughing.

"Let me guess, his present was sex", said Erza, looking ip from her magazine.

"You know us all too well", i said.

"Mabe i do and maybe i don't", she replied.

Come on. Get up. Were going to the mall", i said.

"Why?", she asked.

"Because that's were Natsu's present is there", i said.

Natsu P.O.V

My dad has been trying to take me back. He's even rented an apartment. He was that determined. He also kept taking me a therapist to help me to stop being gay.

That man was just a big bucket of aggravation.

"Natsu! Come down here for a minute!", yelled Uncle Bacchus up the stairs.

I sighed and walked downstairs. I found my dad waiting for me on the couch.

"Now what do you want?", i asked crossing my arms.

He smiled mischievously.

"Oh nothing really. Its just that I've put a restraining order on your little boyfriend. Amd don't worry, hes been informed of this already", he said getting up from his seat.

"How dare you?!", i said angrily.

"And also, i now have protective custody of you. So back your bags. We leave right after your birthday", walking towards me.

He put his hamd on my shoulder, and i recoiled back.

"Don't touch me", i said angrily.

"Come on now. Don't be such a baby. Things happen", he replied.

"Listen here, just because i may be going to live with you, does not mean i will love you. I never have and never will. Amd i am rhe worse type of person to anger. I am an hormonal gay teenage boy. And trust me, i will make your life a living hell", i said angrily as tears streamed down my face.

I didn't give him a chance to respond. I turned and ran up the stairs. I slammed and locked my door behind me. I sat on my bed and pulled my knees to my chest. I rocked myselfback and forth as i sobbed. I started to sing the song i sung when i was bullied when i first cam out as gay.

" Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have faith you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you won't let show

You just call on me, brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

You just call on me, brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'll understand
We all need somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load

If you just call me (call me)
If you need a friend (call me) call me uh huh(call me) if you need a friend (call me)
If you ever need a friend (call me)
Call me (call me) call me (call me) call me
(Call me) call me (call me) if you need a friend
(Call me) call me (call me) call me (call me) call me (call me) call me (call me)"

,i sung my myself to sleep.

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