June 13, 2015
9:20am
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Dream
I wake up with a racing heart and a throbbing feeling in my lower region. It was a dream. Thank gosh, I didn't sleep with Chris. I run a hand through my 1B colored hair. This is going to drive me insane.
Why is he still in my dreams, I need to focus on August and our future. It's kind of hard to get over Chris when he's on almost every popular song these days.
I can't even lie, he was talented and blessed but I'm supposed to NOT be thinking about him.
I should get up and get ready for work I guess. My baby August appears in my mind and I smile
I decide to text August since he's always the one that says good morning
Me: To Babykins👅💦
Beat you to it this time..😏😂 Good Morning baby.
Sent at: 9:23am
I text a couple of people back then get up and go to my bathroom. I haven't talked to Chris since that day and this dream is really messing me up, I can't feel that way for Chris anymore. Although me and August haven't made it official, we still can't go around sucking and ducking people.
I wash my face, brush my teeth and go to get dressed. I decide to dress casual today.
High waisted black jeans with a Cream colored blouse and some flats. I put my hair up in a ponytail and apply some nude lipstick to my lips.
I'm probably gonna go see my sister today after work. I love her with everything in me and I haven't seen my niece & nephew in a while.
Grabbing my Channel purse, I make my way downstairs to prepare myself a bagel with strawberry Crete cheese. I open my pantry and search for my bagels then Pop one in the microwave. While I'm waiting for it to finish my doorbell rings.
I wonder who that is, it's still early. I go over to my front door and unlock it revealing my baby. August. I instantly smile, he can change my mood in a matter of seconds.
"Hey baby" he smiles, coming in and kissing me. I kiss him back and pull away. I instantly smell my bagels and run back to the kitchen.
August follows "watchuu cookin bae?" He asks
"A bagel" I reply, moving the smoke out of the way and taking my burnt bagel out. I guess it wasn't meant to be.
I sigh as I throw it in the trash
"God must be on my side, because I came ova here to take ya out, we're going to breakfast" he wraps his arms around my waist
"But I have work" I look up at him
"No today, I called in for you.. You are officially sick" I pull away from him and frown
"I wanted to go to work August" I semi-yell going get a cup of water
"Are you seriously getting mad at me? You should be thanking me" he leans over and slouches on my counter "ya work to much anyway" he snickers
"Whatever" I say as I grab me keys
August comes up to me with an attitude
"Cut that attitude out na, I didn't plan this day for you to act like a little brat." He grabs my keys out of my hand and puts them in the dish
"We taking daddy car" and with that he walked out the door to his car.
This nigga got some type of nerve. Bossing me around. I abide tho, and follow him locking the front door to my house
I get in the passengers seat and buckle me seatbelt
"Good thing you listened to daddy" he smiled, turning on the radio
"Suck my ass" was my reply, August busted out laughing at my immatureness
"Nah imma eat yo booty like groceries" he smiles still laughing. I try my best not to laugh because August is so silly.
"Fine, you wanna act like a mad, I got something for ya ass" he says looking in his reerview mirror and backing out my driveway
"Unbotton your jeans, open your legs and move your panties down" he commanded
I looked at him like he had two heads. He can't be serious were driving, in a car, in the morning time! And it's bright I'm just happy his windows are tented
"Now!" He yells, I bite my lip nervously and does what he says
"Good girl" he smirks
He continues driving and my stomach is doing flips. What is he gonna do. I stare a whole into the side of his head
"Stop staring, that's creepy" he laughs.
I decide to relax and listen to the music. Jacquees's "Me, U & Hennessy " blares through the speakers
Next thing I know August's right hand finds itself into my jeans and teases me with his ring finger.
I clasp my thighs together trying to get him to stop. He only has one finger and I already can't take it.
"Didn't I say to keep them open? You hard headed" he says. Staring straight at the road and driving with his left hand.
I bite my lip and unclasp them, this is going to be a long ride
