Monsters (Big Bang fanfiction)

Sunday May 17th 2015

GOOD MORNING JOAN,

IF YOU'RE LOOKING FOR ME, I'M IN THE KITCHEN. YOUR MOTHER MADE BREAKFAST. WAITING FOR YOU !

BY THE WAY, YOU DROOLED IN YOUR SLEEP. EW.

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That Pabo. Thanks for making me read it only now. You know I usually don't check my computer when it's daytime ><

Hi journal,

Hurray! The window is fixed! Although for some reason, I can't help but feel a little sad about it. It's like somebody erased a trace of our passage.

Youngbae's turn. One more hole in our group. But it's also one more saved. Three more to go.

This morning was quieter than yesterday. When I arrived, I saw that they had been waiting for me. For the first time, there was an empty chair around the table. We all ate without a word as Seunghyun even waited for Kwan to turn his head to give me my morning kiss. As some of us began to clear the table, Youngbae suddenly got up and everyone looked at him.

"I'll be next." he said determinedly.

At these words, G-Dragon abruptly left the table and locked himself in the bedroom without a word. Seungri, Seunghyun and I looked at each other. Taeyang just looked down at the table with set lips and a sorry look. I got up and headed towards the bedroom. I knocked on the door and asked if I could come in. When GD gave me permission and unlocked the door, as I came in, I found him sitting on the bed with his knees to his chest and his head bowed. I could tell by the way he was hiding his eyes behind his hair that he was preventing himself from crying.

"We discussed this together, him and I." he started to explain in a low voice as I sat down beside him. "When I suggested I should be next, he said it was a bad idea because since I am the leader, I should stay to look after the others while I still can. But I don't want him to leave." he said and tightened his grips on his knees. "He's my best friend. We knew each other even before we met at the lab! These guys are the only friends I ever had in my life. I'm not like Daesung. Without my team, I..." he said and his voice got stuck in his throat. 

As I couldn't hold it any longer, I took him in my arms and he struggled even harder to not cry as he clenched his teeth and pressed his face against my shoulder, holding me tight. I stroked his back gently to calm him down.

"And the worst is, I am thankful to Joseph-nim to have made us all meet. But I still want him to pay for what he and his team did to Taeyang, me and everybody else. But I'm not even sure they will ever pay!"

"They will pay." I assured him. "Trust me. I will make them pay for what they did to you. Even if I have to spend my whole life on it, in the end, they won't get away with this."

G-Dragon nodded against my shoulder. He obviously wanted to believe what I was saying. So did I.

"But first," I highlighted and parted from him to make him look me in the eyes. "We need to make sure you guys are all safe. Every day we spend here is another chance we give to Joseph to take you back. If you let Taeyang go, he will be safe. He's not abandoning you! Do you know how much it means when a muscle-bound dude like him trusts you more than himself to protect his team-members? I dream of having friends like that! Heck, I would never let Joseph watch over my kids if I had any, he would rather pretend to have lost them just to get rid of the chore!"

I GUESS IF I WERE IN THAT SITUATION, I WOULD JUST HYPNOTIZE THEM TO MAKE THEM SLEEP AND LEAVE THEM SOMEWHERE SO I CAN FOLLOW YOU.

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OW, THAT FLICKER HURT.

GD smiled.

"What about TOP- I mean, Seunghyun-hyung?"