Haunted (Dan Howell/Phil Lester)

Chapter 14

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Walking into my Flat isn't as hard as it use to be. I can accept that no one is gonna greet me at the door anymore.
Violet tells me I'm making progress!
Sometime I think I am too. But dark thoughts still flow through my brain everyday.

As I lay on my bed I feel nothing but peaceful silence. Until I heard a sharp knock on the door.

"Who could this be?" I ask myself aloud

When I answer the door I see someone who I had forgotten about.

"Hey" John spoke up

"Hi" I said shocked

"Sorry to come around after all this time but I just wanted to stop by" He rambled

"No it's fine" I assured him

"Okay Good"

"So" I say trying to end the awkward silence

"So" He says after me

"How is life?" He asked

"Um it's been okay" I told him

"Are you still upset about your friend Dean?" He blurted out

"It's Dan" I snapped at him

"And yes I can't just get over someone so important in my life!" I argued

"I'm sorry but you can't just be stuck in the past forever. You have to let go." He  shot back at me.

"Just leave!" I screamed

"Phil" He pleaded walking over to me

"No stop" I cried

He pulled me in for a hug but I didn't hug back.

"You need to move on" he whispered

"It's so hard" I stated

"I know it must be" he said trying to calm me down but it wasn't working.

Maybe Violet was wrong maybe I'm not getting better.

These thoughts never leave my mind.
I just want everything to end! I can't do this anymore.

But I'm to scared to end my own life.
I just can't kill myself.

I've got to keep trying. I'll keep telling myself that.

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