Haunted (Dan Howell/Phil Lester)

Chapter 6

Ever since my breakdown I've just been wasting away in my little apartment all alone.

Chris hasn't visited, I can't blame him I'm a mess but mostly I'm lost without Dan Howell.

My best friend passed away 4 months ago and I'm still not better what is wrong with me?

During these past few days of being alone I've been thinking a lot.

I need to change. I need to learn to accept that Dan is gone forever.

No matter how hard I try I just can't forget the younger boy that came into my life for the best he stuck with me even when there were times he could have left. Who's gonna help me now?

I know Dan wouldn't want me to be the way I am he would want me to be happy but it's so so hard.

I'm trying to get better and look on the bright side I even signed up for therapy over the internet my first appointment is in two days I signed up just for Dan.

I am going to force my self to get better no matter what it takes because you can't let a death ruin you.

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