Haunted (Dan Howell/Phil Lester)

Chapter 8

Dan would have turned twenty-Three today. I made a cake from a Delia Smith recipe because we both loved her.

I'm surprised I haven't cried yet today but I'm also happy that I've started accepting that he is gone.

It still hurts though.

I still haven't wrote a letter to Dan yet like Violet told me to do.

Maybe I'll write it tomorrow.

Since I haven't been on twitter in awhile I decided that I should just go on and see what's up.

Once I'm logged in I notice a lot of my friends are tweeting me today.

"@AmazingPhil Stay strong today I know it's gotta be hard" Zoe (Zoella) tweeted me.

"@AmazingPhil Hope you feel better" Troye (Troye Sivan) tweeted.

"@AmazingPhil you're so strong!" Tyler (Tyler Oakley) tweeted.

"@AmazingPhil Hang in there mate" Joe (ThatcherJoe) Tweeted.

"@AmazingPhil I could never be as strong as you! <3" Joey (JoeyGraceffa)

"@AmazingPhil If you ever need to talk I'm here." Shane (Shane Dawson).

"@AmazingPhil Stay positive" Connor (Connor Franta).

"@AmazingPhil We all are here for you!" Chris (Chris Klemens).

And many more from a lot of people it makes me smile how Dan changed all our lives before he left us.

I miss his stupid jokes

I miss his laugh

I miss his smile

I miss his eyes

I miss Daniel James Howell.

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Happy birthday Dan I love you! <3

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