1 month later ..
I'm finally happy. The guys came back from tour for a while but now they're on their Australian part of the tour.
I'm at home with the girls but perries also on tour. Eleanor has been keeping me company, louis expects me to look after her.. But she can be a bitch
All pregnant women can be.. right? I'm currently laying on the couch with a massive stomach pain for some reason..
I brush it off and sit up as Eleanor walks in.. Oh yeah and she's been getting bigger. Louis had told the fans and they're so happy for them
" hey Sophia and I are going baby shopping.. Wanna come?" She asks smiling. I nod getting up
...
Finally we're back home. After 5 hours at the shops. Sophia doesn't know when to stop.
I prop my self on my elbows looking down. Wow I've been gaining a lot of weight lately, I mean I hardly eat
My thighs almost touching, my arms feeling like they weigh more than my body. I groan getting up and grabbing a pair of panties and Harry's jumper heading in the bathroom.
I strip down looking in the mirror. Yuck I still don't eat like the usual. I look in the mirror, the bag of pads in the corner of my eye and I widen my eyes
What the fuck. No no no this can't be happening. I begin sobbing putting on Harry's jumper which is huge and my panties.
I fall to the floor putting my head between my knees just thinking on what's about to happen. Eleanor soon walks in quickly to my side. She has her hands on my shoulders
" Alex what happened what's wrong" she asks curiously and softly
" I'm pregnant " I cry in her neck
" and I don't know who's it for"
" wait what!? you cheated?!" She almost yells I quickly shake my head. Telling her Luke raped me
" you have to tell the guys Alex " she says calmly rubbing my back.
" no I can't I'm gonna be the worse mother el" I cry
" I'm telling Harry" she says getting up running downstairs
"NO!" I scream following her
" please Eleanor please I'm begging you it may not be his , you have any idea how That would break him?!"
...
I pace back and forth holding a stick that holds my future. Eleanor beside me holding my hand
•positive•
" no" I sob loudly into her neck. She shakes her head tellin me it's going to be alright
" can I tell Lou? Oh hell be so happy" she grins I nod wiping my tears as she helps me into the lounge room
She Dials louis number and puts it on speaker.
" ello?" He says with a lot of voice in the background he then leaves it getting quieter
" are you alone?" Eleanor asks
"Sure am love what's wrong?" He asks getting kind of confused
"But you can't tell Harry, no matter what" Eleanor adds looking at me and I nod
" Alex is pregnant but she doesn't know wether it's Harry's or Luke's" she says
" how what the fuck when!" He yells making Eleanor jump a bit
" he raped me Lou, remember" I say softly
" we'll be there really soon love "
"What do you mean we!" I yell
" zayn and I don't worry " he says ending it
" don't worry Alex , we'll take care of you.. Now what should we eat?" She asks getting up
" make anything" I say pickin out a movie as she makes chicken. I hope Eleanor's right..
...
Eleanor and I are both in the lounge room can't sleep but after 1 am Eleanor's passed out
As I was about to fall asleep the door slams shut and I immediately sit up. I see louis and zayn standing in the hall looking at Eleanor and I
Louis smiles walking towards Eleanor and picking her up and carrying her to his room
Zayn smiles walking and sitting beside me. He chuckles looking at my tummy to see if it's big but it's not. Unlike Eleanor
" how you doing bud" he smiles
"Good I guess" I whisper
He lays my head on his chest
" don't worry Alex were gonna be here with you" he assures
He sits up an I lay my head on his lap and lay my legs on the couch.
"Did Harry know your coming here" I ask looking up at him
" no but he knows something's up. Don't worry about it.. You need some rest. Trying falling asleep" he says caressing my hair
" zayn. I'm scared." I whisper as he pulled a blanket over me.
" we all are honestly and so am I. I know Liam and he isn't gonna handle this real well." He adds turning off the lights
" just forget about it for tonight." He whispers and his soft voice echos in my head as I'm fast asleep
