Chapter 36

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We're at the hospital. Liam Louis and Harry are in the room with me while Niall and zayn are still at home.

I'm in the hospital room and the doctor finally came in.. JAI
" jai!" I scream hugging him
"Alexxoo" he laughs hugging me back

" we're good friends" I assure the boys and they nod. I sit back on the bed and he takes out his clipboard

" so what's the problem ?" He asks
"I've been throwing up since last night, massive head and stomach pain" I say holding onto my stomach

" have you had sex in the past week?" He asks writing something down and Liam Harry and i's eyes widen

"Y yeah" I blush and Liam sighs
" well I'll be needing to do a test"
" a are you pregnant?" Louis Eues widen with a smile

I shrug as I walk out with Harry and jai to do the tests. Harry holds my hand nodding reassuring it'll be okay.

...
It's been an hour. I'm nervous. Harrys looking scared for his life. Liams trying to be supportive out of this and Louis remembering Eleanor

Jai walked in. I sit up and Harry stands beside me holding my hand. He breaths out and jai pops something on the monitor...

My baby...

"YoU are definitely pregnant" he smiles walking out and my heart rate speeds up.

"WERE HAVING A BABY AND ITS MINE!" Harry screams picking me up into a hug.

I'm having a baby. It's seems so unreal. Everything's happened and nothing ever was happening right but..

"Are we really having  a baby" I cry in Harrys neck and he nods holding me closer to him. I pull back as tears fall down my face

" I swear to you I'm going to do everything to keep the both of you happy. There isn't anything I would trade this moment for" he said before pressing his lips against mine

He sets me down ,still hugging me and Liam and Louis join us. I look down and hold my stomach. And look back at Liam.

" I love you Alex. And yes I'm proud of you I always have been. You came here like a disaster and look at you now. I wouldn't have this any other way" he cries and pulls me to a hug.

...
We're back home and I still can't believe I'm pregnant. Liam told the guys and the girls and their all happy.

I'm currently laying my head on Harrys lap on the couch and he's smiling down at me.

" you know. Everyone told me I'd never amount to anything. I wouldn't find someone right for me, or even have a kid , unless I was raped.. Everyone doubted me" I say Looking up at him trying to contain my tears

" don't cry babe!" He screeches wiping my eyes with his hands. I sniffle and hold his hand in mine

" im sorry it's just i thought they were right. I was so fucked up it was unbelievable.. What if our child found out all the things I've done." I say and he stayed quiet for a minute

" Alex don't worry . How can he or she? It'll be 13 or so years from now. Alex don't worry about it I promise you it'll be alright" he assures picking me up and carrying me to his room

He opens his door and lays me on his bed. He takes off his shirt and lays next to me. He moves his body now that his head and hand are laid gently on my stomach

" I can't wait for this baby Alex" he smiles up at me and I twirl my finger in his curls. He looks so happy it makes me feel some random way

" mr and mrs styles" he chuckles
" I can get used to that" I say rubbing his cheek. He shifts back up now that there are just inches between our faces

" let's talk" I say sitting up. He raises an eyebrow at me looking confused. He sits up smiles asking me what to talk about

" what was the reason you were after me when I first moved in. And I wasn't the truth to. " I say . I know I'm not doing to like this

" truth?" He says worried and I nod
" okay fine. When I picked you up that night, you looked so sexy and fuckable I couldn't help my self... I needed to get into your pants" he breaths out holding his face in his hands and I widen my eyes

My smile turning to a frown. He sighs.
" and yes. I didn't really have real feelings back then . I didn't really care about having a girlfriend . I just slept with them."

" but after seeing what you do to me and how mad I get seeing someone else with you.. I couldn't let you go. I usually don't care after but I knew I couldn't be away from you"

" please don't let this change anything Alex please. I really don't want to fight with you anymore" he begs.
I don't know how to feel about what he just said.

" you know it's fine. Doesn't matter"
" I had my eyes on Louis so it's alright" I lie trying to stop myself from getting angry

His face fills up with jealously and I hold my stomach getting off his bed.
" where are you going?" He asks getting up after me

" I don't know why don't you go to some girls pants" I say pissed. Why the hell did I fucking say that. He sighs loudly

I walk into Louis room seeing him on his bed only in his boxers. I laugh shaking my head at him.

" oh shit sorry" he says getting up to grab pants but I tell him it's fine. He sits up and puts his laptop to the side and I sit on his bed

" what's up love?" He asks rubbing my back. I tell him about Harry and how he just wanted me to get in my pants. I shouldn't have even asked him

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