Chapter 37

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" it's okay love please don't cry" he says rubbing my back. I lay my head on his bare shoulder and shake my head

" why'd I even fucking ask" I ask pissed at myself and everything right now

" you deserved to know though. Don't blame yourself. Besides your having a baby Alex." He whispers widening his eyes

" don't let anything ruin that" he says Looking down. I don't wanna see him like this knowing he likes me.

" don't worry Louis. You'll find the right person some day. Well you were busy.. Sorry" I say getting up

" I'm never to busy for you Alex. " he smiles. I nod telling him I needed to sleep and he kisses my cheeks. I've been in his room for about 2 hours

....
I leave Louis room and head back into Harrys seeing him asleep hugging a pillow.

I sit by Harry Who's laid down asleep next to me. I move my hand around in his curls and he shuffles in his sleep.
I turn on his lamp since it's too dark

" hi " I whisper and he slowly opens his eyes. It's about 4 am but I don't care.
" you came back?" He whispers squinting his eyes sitting up

" no it's fine. Just go back to sleep its alright. " I whisper turning off the lamp getting up but he grabs my arms

" sleep by me.. Please" he sniffles. Aw he was crying . I lay under the covers beside him and he wraps his arms around me.

" Harry." I whisper
" mhm" he groans
" I love you" I whisper and he kisses my cheeks lazily.
....

We're all in the lounge room. Zayn and Niall are out getting food. My stomachs been hurting a lot.

" do you have Advil?" I ask Liam who looks up. He's been so supportive and I love it.

" you already took two lex, don't overdose" he jokes. I walk over to him and hug him.. For the first

" what's this for?" He asks Looking down at me. I shrug pulling Away
" you've been amazing. And I'm sorry for the things I've done in the past.." I say playing with my fingers

" it's all fine. We should probably go get something to eat, all three of us" he laughs and I glare at him grabbing my sweater heading out.

.....
We got back home and li is out with Sophia and her parents, zayn and Perrie are probably fucking upstairs and Louis and Niall are in the movie room

I get off the couch and feel the room spinning. I try to hold onto the table but that doesn't work. I feel my self soon hitting the ground, face first

" oh fuck" I groan. You know what I'm staying down here fuck it. After 10 fucking minutes my amazing bitch finally comes down

" why didn't you call for me Alex" Harry groans carrying me upstairs.
He groans setting me on his bed holding onto his back.

" thanks for making me feel so fat"
" how many months have you been pregnant?" He asks changing his clothes

" 4months" I reply. Harry changes into his basketball shorts. I bite my lip sighing loudly

" you like?" He smirks . I flip him off
He jumps on the bed laying his back on the wall next to me.

He lays his hand in my small bump.
" I'm sorry about yesterday. I really love you Alex and nothing or no one can change that"

" I know . I just got angry but it's fine I promise" I chuckle playing with his hair

" kiss me " I smirk. He smiles and lays me on top of him. I straddle my legs around his waist and his lips meet mine.

I feel his smile against my lips and I get that feeling that we get when we kiss. We pull back pressing our foreheads together

" I'm deeply in love with you" he breaths heavily putting my arms above my hand intertwining our fingers

" I feel the exact Same way" I smile licking his nose and he scrunches his nose.

" I need you to officially be mine Alex." He whispers deeply. I close my eyes thinking.

" December 12" I say as both our faces light up. He licks his lips nodding repeatedly.

" snow, Christmas lights, it'll be beautiful" I add hoping he'll like the idea

" I fucking love it. That's perfect, it'll be in about 6 months from now." He said pressing his lips to Mine once more

" I love you so fucking much styles." I scream hugging him, bringing our bodies closer together and he lifts me up standing the both of us up.

He carries me downstairs and sets me on the kitchen counter and hands me a cookie. I laugh at him

" LIAM NIALL ZAYN LOUIS!" He screams smashing a plate on the floor making me flinch

" fuck you Harry" Niall an zayn say catching their breath and Liam furrows his eyebrows at him

" we picked a date for the official wedding date. December 12" Harry says smiling hard showing his precious dimples

" alrighttt 12 days before my birthdayyy" Louis screams heading into the fridge

" won't the baby already be born?" Liam asks not liking the idea.

" yes. He or she can attended the wedding Liam" Harry says getting cocky with Liam.

" well I d-"
" I chose the day!" I scream getting annoyed from the both of them fighting.

" Liam it's fine nothing will go wrong"
" who's gonna be your best man" Niall smiles hugging Harry from behind

Harry smiles and puts his hands over NIALLS which are on Harrys waist. I laugh but who will he choose?

" okay . You Liam zayn and Louis yay!" Harry screams sarcastically and I have a confused look on my face

" best man not men" zayn corrects
" too bad, my wedding my men" he chuckles and we shrug it off.

...
" Sophia Louis zayn and I are going to take you to pick out your wedding dress" Liam says handing me a bowl of strawberries and sits across from me

" really! When?" I ask taking a bite
" tomorrow if you'd like" Louis says feeding me one and lays his head on my lap

"Ahhh" he says waiting for me to feed him one. I laugh shoving one down his throat and he gags.

" Love you" I chuckle turning my attention Back to Liam.
" tomorrow around 6pm well go. Niall will be staying with Harry so he won't be alone" Louis adds

" who's gonna be the maid of honor?" Zayn asks smirking sitting beside me . Now he's laying his head on my left thigh and Louis on my right

" Perrie " I say confident.
" oh fuck yeahhhh" he laughs

" can Gemma be a bridesmaid?" Harry asks widening his eyes and sits in my lap.

" fuck you and who's Gemma?"
" my sister!" He yells
" oh I haven't even met your family yet! But yeah, I need about 3 more it'll be weird only having one" I say feeding all three of them strawberries

" Felicite Lottie, my sisters. Sophia and Gemma . There that's four" Louis said and I smile nodding

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