FNAF Human Golden Freddy X Reader

Chapter 12 love can hurt..

Goldie POV
She fell asleep in my arms when the thought hits me.
what have I done...
She said she loved me...and this is how I repay this woman?! I get up , and gently place her head down, I put on my clothes, and look at her sleeping form...
She's beautiful...
But... What I done was wrong and is unforgivable. I know that I will break her heart,
I need to close my gates. My box needs to be shut.
I can't love...
I don't want to hurt her...
Thump thump
Dam my heart...
I love her...
But I can't be with her...
To think I did this to her so I could prove to my mind that she was like other women, that she was like Elizabeth....but all it did was prove to my heart that I love her...
Every move that I made this night was because I loved her...
I...
Can't...
Be with her...
Cause I know I will hurt her...
"Dam me...dam my cold ways...dam it!" I mutter to myself, I then kiss her forehead, a tear comes to my eyes. "Goodnight dear.."
I then grab a blanket from the closet and lay it on her, quickly made a timer for 4:45 pm so she could get up and get dress and have two more hours to do her job..
It was 4:24...
I just...
I did what I know was wrong..
But...
It felt so right..
God dammit!!
I leave the room, full of shame and confusion. I loved this girl...
I just can't live like the monster I am...
But I have too. I have no choice, I will close my self...
Close myself tightly making sure no one gets in. ..
I...
Just... Can't stay away from her...
My POV
I felt the cold air on my skin and I woke up, with a blanket wrapped around me..
I blush when I remember what me and goldie did...
I look to my left and see goldie wasn't there...
Where did he go?
I checked the time and saw it was 4:34 , I got up and got dressed in my uniform, and sat down on the chair.
Where did goldie go...
I needed to tell him again that I love him...
This man was the man I loved...
He took me away to a land full of love, and passion...
I bite my lip and sigh.
Goldie...
"I love...you goldie...I love you, I want to be yours.."
I mutter the last part and look around. He wasn't there...
Goldie...
I longed for him...
My heart would race around him...
I love him..