You Should Be Here

Decisions

August

Now a nigga been doing a lota'  thinking lately. I've only known Lani for about 3 weeks na'. I feel that's long'a nuff ta' realize if you like somebody or not. I'm really ready ta' get back ta' my human form. The thing is if this shit goes as planned how Ima' tell my people. Only person I can talk ta' right na' is Mel.

" Yo big bra I need ta' holla' at you."

" Wazayum Yung?"

" Ight so....A nigga been thinkin' lately.....thinkin' about allat'a things. But one thing that keeps comin ta' mind is going back to earth. "

" Man nigga whatchu talkin' bout? You go ta' earth everyday. "

"Melly. You know what a nigga mean. I mean go back as me.......Alive. "

It got quiet and Mel walked ova' ta' me.

"Look la' bruh I've been gone fa' almost 5 years. I wish I had tha' option you got na' of going back. If life gives you a second chance and it's meant ta' be take that shit and run with it. You my la' brudda so I know ya' got ya' head on right."

I looked over at Mel. Damn I just realized what my nigga said was right. Life is a beautiful thing and I should cherish that muthafuxka'. Plus not only that my nieces and nephew need a nigga. I'll talk this shit ova' wit' Lani. I'm hoping this goes as planned.

"And Yung....if you do decide ta' go...Ima question away. Melly B Melly B Wazzaum wea' ya at?"

We both laughed. That was my nigga my guardian angel. I got my nigga and I know he got me.

Afta' I talked ta' Mel I decided to go check up on my nieces real quick.

"Mya...umm do you ever thing uncle Aug will come back?"

"Kay I don't know..I do miss him tho. Chay talks about him a lot. "

"I know I just miss him. Maw Maw cries a lot. Cause she miss uncle Aug. I do too but not as much as Maw Maw. I know he'll be back I feel it. "

" Well mommy always told me if you wish hard enough. It could come true. So maybe if we wish together it will be stronger. "

I sat and I looked at my nieces I missed them so much. I'll do anything I mean anything just ta' be with them. And hearing them say my mama was the way she was hurt me. If I was gonna do something I gotta do something na'.

Kehlani

I'm at the library me and Nicki it's 9:15 in the morning. I'm walking through the halls of the library and we reach the newspapers. Everyone is quiet not a sound. Only thing you could hear was the typing on the keyboard from people doing computer work.

"August Alsina?"

I looked back at Nicki.

"Yeah. I'm doing research. "

"You've been really into him lately. Why? Kehlani please don't tell me you are doing what I think you're doing. "

"No.....No maybe. "

She looked at me with so much confusion in her eyes.

"Lani....really !? I tried the board with you that's should have been good enough. And now. "

"Shhhhhhhh"

The librarian walked passed us telling us to quiet down.

"Come on Nicki it's not an guarantee that it's gonna work and if it does so be it. "

I grabbed a voodoo book.

" Bitch voodoo? Lani I don't know what has gotten into you but this is...I don't know. It's almost 10:00 I'll see you later. Please don't do anything stupid."

I watched Nicki as she left out of the library. I searched around for more stuff and I checked out the Newspaper article and I also checked out the book "Voodoo the book of Lives". I got in my car and I headed straight home.

August
In order for this to fully work I have ta' be completed honest with Lani. I'm really not ready ta' tell but I have to. I made my way ta' Lani's place. She recently told me I could come when ever I needed ta' come. I made my way to her room. I wasn't really in the smoking mood so a nigga just sat there waiting fa' her ta' arrive. Moments later I heard her car pull up the long driveway.

The keys jingled letting me know she was unlocking the front door. 

"Yo Lani I need to holla at ya'"

I heard her walk up the stairs.

" Wassup Aug. You look worried what's the matter?"

I took a long sigh. I bit my bottom lip thinking of ways I could tell her what happened.

" Look I'm ready ta' tell you what happened ta' me and why everything happened the way it did. But there's one thing......"

Think is I've never got this far with anyone. This could eitha' make me or break me. From the looks of it she was interested yet nervous.

" You have ta' see it for yourself"

She looked at me...

" What you mean see it for myself...you mean take me thru everything that happened? Aug I'm not sure about this. "

I clenched my jaw.....I figured this would happen.

" Wasn't you the one who wanted ta' know what happened....I mean I thought out off all people you would understand.....look just trust me. "

"I......I guess. "

I gave her a smile yet I hesitated.

" Follow me I gotta take you ta' this spot. That's the only way you'll be able ta' see it all. "

" Aug are you sure about this ?"

"I mean...a nigga ain't ever done this before but shit it ain't gon hurt to try. "

I know this chapter short asf! But at least I updated 💕😊.

Oh yea yal gonna leave Aug alone about his hair 😩😂 that shit cute asf on him. Now that stunt he pulled the other night. Umm..nah his twist are cute. 😍. Tell me what yal think about this chapter or what not. STAY SAFE MY LIL WOES ! 💕