"Alright Abel ready to do that last part?"
I nodded, blankly looking at the microphone, trying to forget the memories that was flooding through my head. I put my hands around the mic, gripping it tightly until my knuckles were white.
The slow, but steady rhythm flooded my ears.
Why did I leave her?
I took a breath in, closing my eyes and letting my memories, my thoughts, my regrets take place right before me. I was reliving it once more and it hurt me everytime I did this damn cursed song.
I thought writing about it would make me feel better. Make me forget.
I thought writing about it could let my soul at rest.
But it didn't help at all.
He gave me the signal to start, and I nodded once again.
" Valerie,
I know you can see through me,
(I know you can see through my lies)
Valerie,
(Oh Valerie)
You just choose to never know,
(No you just don't know what I do, what I do, oh Valerie)
Valerie,
Why pretend to trust in me?,
(I don't know why you try to trust in me baby, but I think I might know)
Valerie,
(I know, Valerie)
You'd rather this than be alone,
(Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh woah)."
I took off the headphones and the music stopped. I let out a huge sigh and left the box.
"That was perfect Abel. You good to go."
"Thanks man, I appreciate it." I dapped him, grabbed my jacket, and left the studio.
I opened the door and was left in the outside where darkness was finally taking over. I chuckled. It reminded me of the darkness that creeped up on me whenever I was deeply involved in a song that reminded me of my past.
You still love her.
I opened my car door and got in. I put the key in ignition and started up the car. I put my feet on the gas and sped until I hit a red light.
I sighed. I could still feel her touch. I could still feel the way her fingers grazed my face. I could still feel the way her light breathing was against my neck. It was as if she was right behind me...
Cause I'm right here...
I turned around but there was nothing there.
No one. Like always. No one was there.
I rubbed my eyes. This light was taking forever to change.
I just needed to do this bonus track. To free me.
And all it does is hurt me more.
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Hoped you guys liked the little prologue.
Dedicated to love_dysfunction. Hope you like it boo. ☺
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