Loving a Ghost

Chapter 13

Yes my brother.

He died..
with my family, in that freaking car accident.

He was so young, he was just a baby, he didn't deserve to die, neither did my parents.

But they did.

And I saw them die right in front of me, and I couldn't do anything to save them.

I should've died with them, I'm such a useless wreck.

Seeing them in front of me begging for help..
I wanted to help them.

It was all because of that driver.
HE SHOULD HAVE PAID ATTENTION!

*Flashback*
"We're going to leave Hannah, do you want anything?" Mum asked entering my room.

"No thanks, take care" I said.

"We'll leave Jamey here, okay?" She said.

"Can't you take him with you? I might go out" I said.

"Where?" She asked.

I got up to stand near to her

"Well, Matt is having a party and he invited me so.." I said stuttering.

"Matt, huh" Mum said winking.

"Whaatt!" I blushed, she laughed.

"Okay hunny you can go, but don't do anything stupid okay?"

"Yes mommyy" I mocked in a childish tone.

She laughed and hugged me, I hugged her back.

I went downstairs to say goodbye to Dad and Jamey

"Bye, Dad" I said.

"Bye." He said angry a bit

We've fought yesterday because he doesn't want me to hang out with Matt, I refused and he's still mad at me.

Well it's not my fault anyway..

He can be mad forever as much as he wants I don't care.

At least I tried to talk to him and he's being stubborn.

Whatever.

"Jamey Jamey Jameeyyyy" I ran to Jamey and started tickling him, he laughed that cute little kiddo laugh of his, oh how cute, I love him.

Mum came and took him, then the three of them left, I waited at the door watching them ride the car.

Just as they went out to the road,
a huge truck moving with great speed crashed the car
our car,
with my family inside it.

I ran screaming to help them.

To get them out of the car.

Last thing I saw was my mum bleeding, unconscious.

Jamey was on the ground all covered in blood.

Dad was bleeding and trying to get out of the broken window.

He looked at me while I was running towards them.
"Hannah" I saw him mouth, pointing his hand toward me.

I cried so hard and just as I was about to reach the car to get him out,

It exploded.

It blew up.

There was fire all around it.

With my parents and brother inside it.

They all were on fire.

They all were in pain.

They all burned.

They all died..

I was thrown away,
I went unconscious.

*End of the flashback*

I miss you Mum..
I miss your hug.
I no longer like Matt.
I want you back..

I'm sorry Dad..
You were right about Matt.
I just wish you could hear me now,
I'm really sorry.
Please forgive me..

Jamey..
I miss you..
I miss your laugh..
I miss tickling you..
I miss carrying you..
I just wish you'd stayed with me that day..

It's my fault,
It's all my fault.

I'm so sorry.