Loving a Ghost

Chapter 14

I started crying.
Okay I'm being weak, I know.

I give up, I don't want to be strong anymore. 

You know what? I'm just going to sleep.
Again.

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I woke up at 6 PM,
Well I sleep alot. 
                
Anyway, I decided to go to Kevin.    
I finally took a shower, and went to him
I knocked on the door,

"Who is it?" His voice came from inside

"It's me, Han-" I was about to say when he opened.

"HANNAAAAHHH! I'M SO KILLING YOU! WHEREE WERE YOU FOR FUCK'S SAKE!" He screamed at me.

"Relax, Kev." I said

"DON'T GET ON MY NERVES HANNAH!" He said more angry.

Okay he's really angry, I've never seen him like that before in my life. Except once.

"Okayy, okay, calm down" I said trying to calm him down. 

He pulled me inside and slamed the door shut.

"Start talking." he said with gritted teeth.

"Okay, what do you want me to say?" I asked.   
 
"I already asked!!" He said furious.

"It's none of your business!" I said trying to be furious.  
        
"Are you serious Hannah?" He said,
with a sad tone in his voice.
He let out a deep sigh.

"Okay" he said and went to sit on the sofa.                                   

Then he stood up and went to his room, slamming the door behind him, leaving me.

I sat on the floor for a while.
I should either leave or go talk to him.

Well, I'm the one who came to talk to him from the first place, but he's mad at me..

Should I leave?

Yes, I'm leaving.

I stood up to leave.

No,
I'm going upstairs.

I knocked on his door he didn't answer, so I got in.

He was curled on the bed with his back towards the door.    

"K-kevin.." I stuttered.

He didn't answer, so I went to face him.

"Kevin??" I said shocked, he was crying!

What the hell! He never cries!

"What's wrong?! I'm sorry Kev." I said siting on the floor in front of him.

He just closed his eyes, 

"Kevin, please, answer me" I said, still no reply.

"Okay then" I said and stood up, I got on the bed and started jumping on it.

I always do that when he's sad, he attacks me and I fall then we laugh.
This should cheer him up.
I kept jumping but he didn't do anything.

Okay, he's really angry.

I sat on the bed and put my hand on his shoulder,

"Kevin, answer me please.." I said begging.

"It's none of your business anyway" He said.

Ohh, okay, ohh, fine, okay then..
   
"Kevin you know I didn't mean to say that" I said.

He didn't reply.

"KEVIN! I'M SORRYYY OKAY!"

He nodded.

UGH!

"Kevin, can you please tell me?"

"What do you want me to say?"He said, and again he's copying my words. 
                      
Fine.
      
"Stop it Kevin"

He didn't reply.

I bent over him to see his face and he was still crying, why is he crying?!
I put my face in front of his and stared in his eyes.

"WHY ARE YOU CRYING?" I shouted on purpose.

He didn't answer.

"HURRY UP I CAN'T STAND ON MY HANDS FOR FOREVER" I said trying to make him laugh but also because I
was resting almost all my weight on my hands in order to look at him cause I was sitting on the other side of the bed facing his back.

"Kevin please" I said one last time, he smiled.

"You'll never understand" He sighed again.

"I can try" I said.

He smiled, again.

"Kevin!" I said.

"Okay fine." I said moving away and decided to leave.

He held my hand and pulled it back, and my head fell hitting his shoulder.

"Ouch" I said adjusting myself,

He turned his head to face mine,

"Hannah, please don't leave" He said.

"Why?" I asked.
 
"Just don't" He said turning his head back and closing his eyes.

"Well you're not answering me so why should I stay?" I asked.

"Because." He said.

"KEVIN STOP THESE CHILDISH ACTS!" I shouted.

"I'M NOT DOING ANY CHILDISH ACTS!" He shouted back standing up,
So I did the same.

"WHAT IN THE WORLD IS WRONG WITH YOU!" I said.

"YOU!" He said.

"WHAT?!" I asked.

"I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU AGAIN HANNAH!" He said holding my arm.

"AGAIN?" I asked confused.

"HANNAH, I LOVED YOU!" He said, leaving me shocked..