"What? Why?" He breathed, nearing himself and examining my arm until I pulled away.
"I could ask you the same." I mumbled, tears pricking my eyes. "Newt why would you do this to yourself? I'm so, so, deeply and truly sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I never acknowledged you. I-I'm sorry I--"
"Maiva, stop apologizing." He pleaded, "I did this to myself, you didn't do any of it. Sure some of it was because--"
"Because of me?"
Newt looked down. "I-I thought you bloody hated me. I'm so sorry for yelling at you forever ago, I didn't want you to be a runner because I didn't want you to get hurt, I care so much about you, I always will. I was being bloody selfish, and I'm sorry."
"I thought you hated me too." I mumbled.
"Well I don't."
"Neither do I."
"Hey, Newt, we should probably to tie some gauze to our arms before we bleed to death." I let out a soft smile.
"Which is actually the only thing I want to happen to me right now." I mumbled, too quiet for him to hear.
"Right. I'll help you, I don't want you to bloody bleed to death."
I let out a fake nervous laughter. "Wouldn't want that. I'll help you with yours."
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