chapter 18

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shane

god what did she do she hurt my baby's feelings that's what cat did. She pulled me in not the other way around  I hate her she did this she made him and me angry she has no heart, she is so mean and ruthless and she acts all sweet and innocent around others but I see right through her act she pulled up in her car and said " you better stay away from my Ryland or else" "or else what" I asked that's when I heard a car pull up and she pulled me in and kissed me. Now Ryland  hates me and he took his things only two weeks before our wedding hopfully its not postponed aww who am I kidding it will be cancled and I will never get to marry the love of my life. I go to the kitchen and grab what I need a knife. it should do the job I head to the bathroom and lock the door as soon as im in there I hear the door unlock and open I totally forgot that he had a key "Shane can we talk" I hear him say running up the stairs I sit down and bring the knife to my wrist without old cuts and start cutting "shane please im sorry I was wrong to just assume" he says starting to pound on the bathroom door I cut my skin again. cut, cut, cut it relieves the pain "shaney please come out we need to talk" Ryland says as a little cry could be heard "but you'll hate me forever because of what I've done" I sniff out putting the knife on the ground and letting the blood pour out of my arm. "Shane do you think I will not love you anymore nothing could make me love you any less let alone hate you" he says stopping pounding on the door I slowly get up and unlock the door. He engulfed me with a hug and then let go instantly feeling blood on his shirt then looking at the ground and covering his mouth "see I told you that you would hate me" I say "Shane I don't hate you I was just surprised by this but why" he asks getting some bandages and cream. "this may burn" he says putting some cream on my cuts. "Ah fuck" I say balling my hands into fists. When he was doctoring me we went down and watched a movie. We ordered food and watched Netflix all night

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