The Cruel Rejection (BoyXBoy)

Chapter 54 - One Heart

Ralph POV

Where I'm?

I walk on sea of luscious green grass. The refreshing smell of natural hit my nose. The true environment without any hint of pollute by corruption and greedy human. My body feel relaxed, but it's weird when I can't sense any creature; both human and animal.

It like seclude place, where nothing can touch it. Where am I? I try to remember back what happen before I was wake up here. A scene of fierce war comes to my mind. The blood spilled into the ground, the countless lifeless body kept falling down, the shout, and scream being a dead melody.

I remember someone has shot me on my body before I black out. Therefore, in the end, I can't escape from death too. I sigh softly. Where were the other deceased people? I walk a few meters before stop at clear waterfall.

I feel exhaust, lean on my back. Digest all the weird and unexplained fact. The world is running in weird ways, whenever you want dead as a salvation, the death run away from you. But whenever you desperately want to continue your life, the life would slip away from you. Unfair course of nature.

How my family would continue their life? Were they would continue hating me? How Lucas takes all this news? When Rion will tells them? Before or after funeral? What gender of my unborn pup? Single or twin pups again.

How Kai reaction when he know he carry the pup inside his manly stomach? Did he will faint or goes crazy? I laugh when I imagine how Kai with his round stomach, walk around his pack ground. I bet it will be penniless memories.

My heart sinks into deep depression when thinking all this uninvited death when I almost open my happiness door. Quite ironic, right? I'm yearning my family affection, my family warm, my real family gathering etc.

I blink my tears which threatening to fall. It's enough for cries now. I'm dead now, so I must accept it gracefully. Gracefully, my ass? I close my eyes, all the scene when I'm still alive playing in my mind like a cinema movie. A happy moment, a cruel one, rejection, acceptance, dreadful etc.

A small soft breath wakes me up from a little nap I have. I open my sleepy eyelids. My chest up and down from the sight in front my eyes. My finger trails freely on the face of my long yearning daughter. So, it's confirm that I has step onto land of death.

I grab my daughter into my tight embraces, inhaling her soothing scent over and over. Goddess, I really miss her so much... so-so much. My chest tight with mixed emotion. Now, I have confirmed, that I'm definitely having stepped on land of death.

"Dad, how are you? Did you miss me?" Lucy giggles and wriggles in my arms.

"Yes, baby girl, I really miss you so much, same goes to your brothers too."

"Me too, daddy. I miss you so much, Luc, Luke and Ian." Lucy voice crack at the end.

"So how are you here?" I rock her forth and back.

"I'm fine, daddy. Someone has protected me safely and this place never has any disturbance and always in peace. This is HER realms, dad." She explains with a big excited eye.

I rolled my eyes when hears her explanation. My baby girl is hyperactive, a split image of Ian behaviour despite her disease. She tells me about many other things until her eyes fall on sadness.

"Why are you suddenly silence? Don't worry Lucy; Daddy would stay with you from now on." She stares in my eyes, bites her lower lips. Usually, she has done it to avoid from crying.

"Um, dad... Did you back to papa... yet?" Lucy stares straight into my eyes. Her questions like a big slap on my face.

"Um... Yes, I did, but it just a second before I fall into this place." I calm my racing heartbeat. Blake whines in his bloody state.