8
"Oh my god, Ana. Your eyes are like coming out of your head."
I ignored my friends' laughter, looking around.
Shane raised his eyebrows at me, amused.
"Haven't you ever been into the city...?"
I shook my head.
"No. I live in a small town that's like three hours from here. I've never really been anywhere besides Pennsylvania to visit my Uncle."
Rose laughed and said: "Give me your phone."
I frowned.
"Why?"
"Just do it."
I sighed and handed her my phone, tapping my fingers on my thighs and looking around while I waited for her to finish.
After a couple minutes, she handed my phone back to me.
I looked at it, curiously.
I had three new contacts.
Ro Ro with a rose emoji next to it.
Shaney Boo.
And lastly, Gordon.
I smiled.
"Why did you add you guys' numbers to my phone?"
"Incase you get lost or get into any trouble. You can call us or text us if you need to."
I blinked a few times.
I wasn't really used to people caring that much.
For years, the only friend I had was Mel.
This was totally new territory to me.
Rose didn't seem to mind that I didn't have anything to say to her in return.
Instead she hooked arms with me and smiled.
"Come on, Let's go get some coffee then start exploring."
After a quick stop at Starbucks, Rose dragged me into some girly boutique.
While she looked through the clothing, I stood by the window and looked outside, sipping my coffee.
Hours later, Rose was still dragging me into stores and boutiques.
I groaned and moaned the whole time, but she ignored me.
She was making our trip to Manhattan tiring.
Finally, I sighed and told her: "I'm going to go look around the corner to see if there's any good restaurants for lunch. I'll be right back."
I was pretty sure that she didn't hear me, too engrossed by the clothes she was looking at.
I didn't bother trying to get her attention.
Instead I walked outside and began to explore.
There was lot's of taxi's and cars and peoples.
The amount of people was what was making me borderline having a panic attack.
But I pushed the feeling down, looking around, taking in everything.
I was so lost in thought and so amazed, that I barely registered walking into an alleyway.
I only realized it when someone shouted out at me.
"Hey! You! What're you doing back here?"
I snapped out of my daze and locked eyes with a rough looking boy who looked slightly younger than me.
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Εφηβική Φαντασίαschizophrenia and anorexia meets depression and anxiety. both shoved into a home for troubled teens, but possibly the only helped they needed was each other. *UNEDITED*