My brothers best friend

Chapter 17

Reanna's P.O.V

It's been a week since my best friend died, I haven't left my room since the day I found out. I've been balling my eyes out, how could you lose your bestfriend like that?! I miss her so much, words can't describe how I wish I could hug her, tell her I love her, and cuddle with her! I still haven't found out why she was driving with my  birth mother.. Like why were they even together especially since she knew I didn't like my birth mother.

"Hey hun, how are you doing?!" My mom walks in my room. I haven't changed since that day or taken a shower or eaten or nothing! Sniffling I say "horrible my best friend is dead.. The only person on this earth that understood my situation, how I was feeling, who made me feel better, that even gave a shit about me! And she's dead!" I say crying harder into my pillow!

"I'm so sorry baby!" She says sitting down on my bed, hugging me as I cry louder and louder. "Can you just leave me alone?! Please mom!" I say weakly.  "Yes baby, I love you so much, if you need me I'm here"  she says slowly walking out my room. As I lay here, listening to the rain beat against the window, I realize it's not raining! Curious I get up and go look out the window. Barely making it to the window since I haven't eaten in a week, I look down and see Luke throwing rocks at my window. Seeing him makes me cry harder, I first found out when I was with him.. He is a constant reminder of her death... I open my window for him to speak even though I'm crying.

"Hey, can I come up?!" He says fiddling with his thumbs. "Yeah, come on!" I say weakly. As he climbs the side of my house to my window and put on a long sleeve shirt because of my wrists. There not the cleanest, if you know what I mean. He gets inside and looks at me. "How are you?!" He's asks me giving me a hug. "Horrible, just horrible!" I say hugging him back. We stay like this for a while until he pulls away to look at me! "You're so beautiful, even when you cry." He says trying to lighten my mood! "Thank you Luke" I say brushing my fingers threw his hair. While doing so my sleeve falls down slightly and he's see my wrist. He's grabs my arm and looks at my cuts. He rubs his thumb over my cuts and looks at me, his eyes tear up but he never sheds a tear. He just pulls me close and hugs me ever so tight.

R.I.P Alley, this is shitty sorry for killing her off. Thought it would be more dramatic lol sorry for not updating in a while.. Love you guys