Bruises and scars. (Teacher/student love story)

18 Bruises and scars.

FRIDAY

The 19th of November.

I'm so glad it's Friday. This has been the most awkward week of my entire life. Every time I see Mr. Blake all I can think about is being pressed against him as his lips mold to mine, then I think about the fact that he loves me.

I could never love him back though, I love Alex way to much. I mean sure if I stop lying to myself then I'll admit that I'm attracted to him, but not enough to ever love him.

Tonight there's going to be a party at Jason's and I'm so stressed from school, and Alex, and Mr. Blake that I might actually have a drink. Not enough to get full out drunk, but maybe just a little buzzed.

It's already after school and me and Alex have just gotten to the party. I'm wearing a green and black dress, heels, and have a green flower in my hair.

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Alex drags me into the kitchen where Spencer is already drunk. He grins as soon as he sees us, "Alex! Scarlete!"

Alex laughs, "Where are your pants?" He asks Spencer.

Spencer looks down and for the first time seems to realize he's not wearing any, "I don't know."

I laugh and walk over taking a beer. I feel a pair of arms wrap around me, "Let me help you with that." Spencer says trying to open the top.

Spencer presses himself against me and his hands slip from the bottle to my arms. His hands slide over me but they only get to my elbows before Alex pulls him off.

Spencer pouts, "Alex, why don't you ever share?"

I shiver and open my first beer before taking a sip.

Not even twenty minutes later I'm falling over laughing as Alex holds me up. I put my finger on his nose, "Alex, I'm pretty sure this is the first time I got drank." I say laughing.

Alex raises an eyebrow, "You mean drunk?"

I get serious thinking about what I said, "I dunno. Either way I've never had this much beer."

He sighs, "Maybe I should take you home."

I shake my head, "You're to drank to drive."

He smiles, "Scarlete again you mean 'drunk' and I haven't had anything to drink."

I roll my eyes, "Then what's this?" I ask taking something from his hand.

"Water."

I sigh, "Alright, smart guy."

Alex laughs but picks me up, "Let's get you home."

"I can walk!"

He shakes his head, "It would take us twice the amount of time to get you to the car if I let you walk."

Soon I'm being placed into the car and when he leans over to buckle me I grab his face kissing him.

Alex lets me kiss him for only a second before pulling away. I pout, "You're no fun."

He pecks my lips, "We can kiss more when we get you home."

He closes the door and climbs into the drivers side a moment later. As soon as he starts to drive I want to lie down so I unbuckle and duck under his arm putting my head in his lap, "What are you doing?" He asks me.

I wrap my arms around his waist, "I love you."

"I love you too."

He moves a hand from the steering wheel and puts it lightly on my head. I lift his shirt and press my lips to his belly. He laughs, "Now what are you doing?"