shawn mendes imagines

missing you

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my eyes darted open as i heard a crashing sound from my kitchen. no one else was home, and it was 1:45 am.

usually shawn would be here to keep me safe, but we were currently fighting about something stupid.

"i can't just call him..." i mumbled quietly, still scared of what could be downstairs.

it had been over a week since i last saw him. even though the fight started over something stupid, the damage it did was immense.

after a while of sitting in bed, clutching onto the comforter out of fear, biting my lip when i heard the sound again.

"fuck it," i cursed, grabbing my phone from the bedside table and dialing shawn's number.

i heard the phone ring maybe 3 times before a groggy and annoyed voice answered, "y/n? what do you want... it's almost 2 in the morning."

my heart fluttered at his voice. i missed him so much it hurt. but i pushed it aside, remembering the reason for calling him.

"sh-shawn i think someone's in my house." i whispered timidly.

he sighed, probably thinking this call is irrelevant, "your mom or dad probably?"

i hadn't noticed but a single tear fell from my eye, quick to wipe it away and take a deep breath before replying.

"they're away at my uncle's."

i heard him fumbling around in the background, a lot more urgent about the situation than before.

"i'm sorry shawn. i'd call my brother but he's away at college visits and no one else would pick up their phone this late at night-"

"stay right where you are babe, i got you." he said after cutting me off and shutting me up as he hung up right after he finished saying the one sentence that made me swoon.

my stomach did a 360 when he used the pet name, and the overall attitude in his voice was just like it used to be; before our fight.

my heart warned up at the thought of him finally getting over it, but quickly changed as my heart now stood frozen.

an even louder sound from downstairs erupted in my ears making me almost let out a breath, my heart beating like crazy and my hand cupped over my mouth so none of my heavy breaths were heard.

the front door opening and closing almost made me start balling, scared out of my mind.

i heard mumbling, which made my eyebrows raise out of confusion, yet still afraid.

"whiskers, what did you do?!" a familiar voice whisper yelled, making me let out the breath i had been keeping in.

that damn cat.

i got out of my bed, quick to run to the top of the staircase where i could see shawn standing next to my cat, two broken flower vases on the floor of the foyer.

when his eyes locked with mine, i couldn't help it, i ran all the way down the staircase and jumped in his arms.

he hoisted me up by the back of my thighs as i tightly wrapped my legs around his waist.

no, we weren't kissing. it was the deepest and best hug i've probably ever experienced. full of sorrow and forgiveness.

after a while, he whispered something to me, "i don't think anyone else is here."

"it was the damn cat. i'm glad though," i took this moment to look in his eyes, "if i wouldn't have called you i don't know how much longer i could go on without you."

he smiled, a guilty look appearing in his eyes as he gently pressed his lips to mine.

he pulled back, still only centimeters away from my lips, "i missed you so much, baby."

i smiled, pressing my forehead against his and pecked his lips before replying, "and i can promise you, shawn, i missed you so much more."

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this was going to be smut what the hell happened im