shawn mendes imagines

shawn's thoughts

basically just what shawn thinks about you in his mind lmao

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they say drugs can kill you. a slow painful death that is marvelously devastating.

that is the problem. she is my drug.

if she wanted to dance, i would let her wreck the furniture. if she wanted to cook, i would let her burn down the house. and if she wanted to scream, i would let her deafen me.

i've never loved anyone enough to let them destroy me but, god, she could take me by the throat and my eyes would sparkle at the mere inches between us.

she's this amazing and spontaneous girl that i can't seem to get enough of.

and god, do i wanna kiss her every chance i get.

she's a forever lasting infatuation. 

she's immaculate.

she's perfect.

so please give me the strength to love her as much as she deserves because if she doesn't get the very best i will go crazy, i swear on my life.

she's put first, always. doesn't matter how many shows or interviews there are, priorities always go to her first.

and i know there's no possible way for me to give everything she deserves, because holy shit, she deserves the absolute world.

but i made a promise to myself.

a promise that i would try my hardest.

my absolute hardest.

the struggle of a lifetime, the reward far long after.

she's my ride or die.

she's the love of my life.

she's my everything.

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ok amanda, calm down lmao

lol but that part in italics is something i found from tumblr so it kinda inspired me to write this idk

- amanda banana(;