Pain

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Hours pass

Dragging on

And it is not going away

Eyes swollen

From never ending tears

Where is my peace?

Days bleed into one another

Without a change

The sorrow

Doesn't lift

I'm walking in a

State of fog

Holidays are around

The corner

Should be a happy time

A giving time

But I don't want to give

I don't want to take

I just want to be

Free

Free of the pain

All this time

I have been thinking

Over and over

Under

Above

Beneath

Inside

And out

What?

Why?

When?

Did I miss something?

Was I just blindly

Happily not seeing

What was in front of me?

Haven't felt this

Kind of pain

In over 7 yrs

Never thought

I could hurt like this again

Never imagined

He would hurt me so

Now I sit

And stare off into the distance

Wait for the buffalo

To get the hell off my chest

The more I remember

The more it hurts

I can't not think about it

About him

I'm not angry

Perhaps yet

I'm sad

I'm hurting badly

I'm in pain

Stop.....

Just stop.....



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