Exhibit
Nagdadalawang isip ako kung bubuksan ko ba o hindi,kung ano man ang bagay na kina-katakutan ko? Hindi ko alam pero gagawin ko parin,At kung ano mang meron sa loob.Bahala na.
It was pitch dark until i switched the lights on.
There's a canvas on the side along with the stack of other drawings and painting,etc.
So this must be where he paints?
I touched the edge of the canvas and faced it,And in there i saw a girl who smiles so happy,content,young,innocent who's with a boy and both of them looks so Hopeless romantic towards each other.It used to be me...And so are the other paintings and drawing hidden in here.But the one thing that caught my eyes was a drawing of me,when i was a little child helping a 7 year old boy who has cancer.
"Why does he have this?" I asked to myself.
I used to wonder when i was still 14,If reading a book that has a very tragic ending hurts so bad you just want to throw it away.What more if it's real?.Would it feel exactly like that? I really had no idea back then.But experiencing it on my own,It's more than that.Life could be pretty twisted sometimes but you'll have to go with it even if its hard.
I miss him.If only i knew the reason why.
Why he left without any other words but to make me feel his love.I sat down and cried
He had more images of me than i ever imagined,it was like an exhibit to somehow make me happy.
This must be what they call fear.The fear of loving again,The fear of being hurt.But i want so much more i want to feel the love of others romantically.Hinahanap hanap ko ang kilig na nararanasan ko nuon,Yung mga ngiti na nakakamtan ko sa tuwing may bagay sya na gagawin.
Being an adult is more than that,This is it.The pain,the heartbreak,The tears.Seeing the world in a different perspective
The world is not what you think it's not made of love,But if it is it turned out pretty bad,luck you if you experience your happily ever after.
I wiped my tears and called Alex
"Can you please go with me?"
"I will,where are you?"
"Our old house." i ended the call and stood up then i went to my room
Alex arrived after 30 minutes.His intimidating atmosphere changes whenever he smiles.Hiding in his back was a box of pizza which i grabbed and opened
"Oh my gosh i hate this! Para akong baboy.Ano ba itong ginagawa ko?" I said as i continued to eat and put hot sauce at the whole box of pizza
"Krista.Stop.That's enough 'di mo makakain yan" his voice is very authorative but he can't tame now.No way
behlat. :-P
"Shut up alex i whont shneed hiyor sh-opinion on thish" i said as i handed one piece of pizza to him and taking the rest on my side,He shooked his head and he sat down comfortably in my bed.
Alex is my old friend who helps me to protect my image.But i dont think i wont need him anymore about that.I'ved been thinking these past few days if i could show myself to the public wearing one of my collections.
"Lex,i'ved been thinking to model one of my collection this month, what can you say?" His eyes popped in amazement
"Really?! I mean yeah bakit hindi? your pretty,beautiful...Your face perfectly fits the modeling industry! Why not? That would be great!"
Dati ko pa naman gusto.Takot lang akong makita ng mundo.
Yeah right Krista like that's the reason! Takot ka kamo na makita ka niya! That's the true reason.
But now that I've seen that? Sa tingin ko magiging okay na ako.Masakit sobra,Sobrang sakit ilang years ko syang pinanghawakan.Di ko sya pinakawalan.For years i have been imprisoned in my own world,For years sinisi ko sya sa lahat.Maybe it's time to let go.
He's done the same maybe i should do it too.And this is the first step.
Dati ko pa dapat ito ginawa,But i didn't.A mistake that i'm going to fix starting now.Im letting go
It's one week before the event.Im not nervous,I've done this before the only difference is papakita ko yung mukha ko sa lahat,Im revealing myself
Para kong pinapakita yung kaluluwa ko! Shucks! Stop being so OA Krista!
"Zaimond! yung mga models ba na try na lahat ng damit?" Tanong ko sa kaibigan kong si Zai sya lagi ang nag aasikaso ng mga Fashion show ko
"Gosh Reign! Tigil-tigilan mo pagtawag sa akin nyang Zaimond na yan.I'm Zainara!" Lukaret na bakla ito nakaka lurkie.Umiling nalang ako sa kalokohan nya at tumawa
"Yes Zainara!"
"Oo na fit na bakla!" Tumango ako...Napaka gulo ng paligid ko lahat kami busy sa event na ito.
As of now ito ang pinaka malaki kong event halos lahat ng tanyag na fashion designer at mga sikat na artista ay a-attend sa event na ito.Just because the famous Krista Reign is gonna show her face.
But of course they don't know my name.
napalingon ako sa bagong dating na napagbalingan din ng iba ng pansin.
"Hi Krista!" She flashed a glorious smile at me.
"Oh gosh Hi Yrniella!" Nag beso kaming dalawa.
Classmate kami noong college kami sa isang subject.She was already famous that time.
"How have you been?" I asked her as she smile contently at me
"Happy" i'm happy that she's happy with someone.
"Pangalawa ka sa mag m'model ng pinaka magandang designs ko so tinuan mo ah." Pagbabanta ko sakanya
"Of course i would.It would be a shame to me if i didn't,But if you want we could always be enemies again?" She laughed sinabayan ko nalang sya at dumiretso na sya sa pagpapasukat ng gown nya.
Nagpasukat na rin ako kay Savannah
"It looks perfect on you!" I smiled at her and she reflected the same.Iniwanan nya muna ako
Ninamnam ng mata ko ang nakikita ko ngayon.I look so pretty.I'm wearing a champagne gown.Extraordinaire and different from the others.
Ito ang i-m'model ko sa panghuli at ito na rin ang suot ko para sa Closing.
YOU ARE READING
Waiting For You
Ifjúsági irodalomWould you,let the time pass and be patient? or just waste all your hopes give no importance to the long time you invest? Are you ready to take a step?
