Chapter 30 - thoughts

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Two weeks after

I opened my eyes as I felt something come up. Running to the bathroom, I emptied out the content that was in my stomach.

Fuck...

People just don't seem to feel my pain. Everyone is so inconsiderate. I looked out the window.

"Where the fuck are we? I hope we're still in California" I whispered to myself

I took a seat in a chair...if I am pregnant, it could either be Justin's or it could be Jacks. Either way, I'm having someone's baby. I feel like such a whore...at least I wasn't kidnapped by a complete stranger. I still can't believe he did this to me.

I just sat in place, staring at nothing. My life has changed so much since my mom got remarried. If only she and daddy didn't divorce, I probably would still get another little sister but it wouldn't have been Kaitlin. I would of never met either Jacks, Cameron, Sammy, and the Dolans, but most of all, I wouldn't be here. I heard footsteps on the stairs and automatically assumed it was Jack.

"Good morning" he spoke

I ignored him crossing my arms over my chest. "Awe, don't be like that, cam"

Jack made his way over to me, crouching down. I turned my head not wanting to look at him. He gripped my jaw, causing me to groan in pain. I held onto his arm trying to pull him away.

"You're so beautiful" he smiled

Jack pressed his lips against mine forcefully "Jack, stop" I tried pushing him but he didn't bulge. I hit him with my cast.

"Fuck" he hissed. He touched the blood that dripped down the side of his face. "Looks like I'll have to punish you for that" Jack smirked, moving away from me

I cringed at the thought of what he was going to do to me. Just being here; being in his presence. It makes me sick. I miss Justin so much right now. Yea, we fought before I got kidnapped, but I can't stay mad at him.

I crossed my arms on the table, placing my head on them. My eyes began to sting with tears and swallowing got harder. I couldn't help but cry, I was physically and emotionally drained. I just want to live a normal life; is that too much to ask?

"I wish my parents never divorced"

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Jack

She hates me. I just wanted her to myself, but she kept friend zoning me every time. First it was with Cameron, then she and Justin got really close, she moved on to Sammy and cheated with me, but then ended things with Sammy and I for Justin. That's what got me, she things that she can do whatever she wants and get away with it. She played with my heart for so long, then finally dropped it; but I can't drop hers, I love her.

I left my room and walked downstairs. Cameron was seated at the dining room table, crying. I made my way towards her quietly, gently, placing my hand on her back. She moved my hand away, scooting over.

"Don't touch me"

"I just want to comfort you"

"Why would you, if you're the reason why I'm crying" Cameron wouldn't even look at me

"Because I love you, Cameron"

"Bullshit" she mumbled

I frowned, standing next to her. "Would you please let me go?"

"I can't"

"Why fucking not!" Cameron finally looked at me, her eyes red and puffy.

"I love you"

"If you love me so much, then you'd let me go. I don't love you Jack, I love Justin!" She yelled in my face

I was taken back by her response "do you ever think about anyone other than yourself! You've played with my heart for years, Cameron!" I spat

"And you've played with mine! Ever since you got with that ugly bitch Madison!"

"I fucking broke up with her for you, because I love you!" I clenched my fists, breathing heavily

"How do you think I felt when I broke up with Cameron for you!" She got in my face, poking her finger into my chest

"I didn't want to be with her in the first place" my tone of voice lowered

"What comes around, goes around, Jack. One way love hurts, doesn't it?" She spoke through gritted teeth before walking away from me

I felt sick to my stomach. One way love does hurt. I couldn't help but love her, she made me happy, even in her worst times. I turned around, following her. When I reached her, in one swift movement she was in my embrace.

"Jack, let me go" Cameron struggled to get free, but I only tightened my arms around her

"Shh...it's okay"

"Just, let me go" she started crying, calming down

We fell to our knees as I held her in my arms, letting her cry into my chest.

---THAT NIGHT---

Cameron laid in the bed, she probably thought that I forgot about her punishment. I could be cold hearted at time, but then again I could be a sap. I know she wasn't sleeping.

"Ready for your punishment, baby girl?" I smirked

Her eyes grew wide as she looked at me in fear. I grabbed the white fuzzy handcuffs from my top drawer, getting a hold of her before she could run.

"You shouldn't have hit me with your cast, princess"

I cuffed her hands the the headboard, stripping her of her clothes. I took off my boxers, crawling over her body.

"Jack, please. Why are you doing this to me?" Cameron begged

"You know exactly why" I growled in her ear, placing light kisses under it.

I placed my lips on hers, but all she did was pull them in. Clutching her jaw, I held it firmly.

"Kiss me back" she shook her head

My hand made its way down her body, smacking her butt, causing her to whimper

"Kiss me" I groaned, caressing her breasts

I kissed down her body, making my way to her sex. Cameron held her legs closed, but I managed to pry them apart. Spreading her folds, I licked her. She arched her back, squeezing her eyes shut. I slid two fingers into her, pumping them as I flicked my tongue on her clit.

"Mm" Cameron moaned

Got her...

I began sucking and making patterns with my tongue.

"Jack please?" She begged

I licked her one more time before positioning myself. Pushing in slowly, Cameron arched her back, lightly moaning. I sped up my pace just a bit, turning Cameron into a moaning mess. I took the hand cuffs from her hands, only to be slapped

"That's for cuffing me to the bed" Cameron's arms wrapped around my neck, kissing me hard

"Fuck" I grunted into her ear

Her nails dug into my back, as she bit down on my shoulder. I felt her walls tighten around me as she released herself.

"Mmm, shit" she moaned as she climaxed

"Fucking fuck" I groaned emptying myself into her

I pulled out, lying beside her body. Cameron climbed under the blankets, facing her back towards me

To Be Continued...

This was trash, but hey, it'll get better. Skipping a month later in the next chapter.

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