Chapter 47 - forgiving once again

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I laid in the hospital bed, staring at the ceiling. Jack always seems to leave me in the hospital alone, but this time he has my baby.

I'm not letting go this easily, Jack means so much to me and right now he's just being a big bitch.

I took the needle out of my arm, climbing out of bed. Before I took off the heart monitor path he's, I unplugged the machine. I opened the room door and walked out, leaving the hospital. I wasn't going to call anyone, cause they all think I'm still in the hospital. I started walking down the road, going straight to jacks.

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I finally made it to his door step after a while of walking. I knocked waiting for an answer. The door opened revealing Jack, he must've just woke up.

"Cameron? What are you doing here?" He asked

"I live here" I told him

"Why don't you just go get back with Justin, it's obvious you still love him" Jack mumbled

"What the fuck Jack! Why would I be standing here if I wanted Justin? I don't have kids with him, but I do with you! If I did want kids with him I would've, before all of this bullshit started!" I yelled

"You're being a little bitch right now! I love you and I'm not letting you go, Jack! You mean so much to me" I was beginning to break down

"If I loved Justin, I would of left while you were in jail, but I didn't. I waited for you. And now you don't trust me anymore?" My lip started quivering

He looked me in my eyes as he stood there. I moved closer to him, wrapping my arms around his waist.

"I love you so much, I want to have more of your babies, as many as you want. I want us to get married and have a happy family. I want you, Jack, I want you" I cried

His arms fell over my shoulders, pulling me inside "what do I have to do to keep you from leaving me again? Do you even love me anymore?" I asked through my sobs

"You don't have to do anything" Jack kissed my forehead "Cameron, I love you so much that I can't even explain it"

"Then why do you keep leaving me?"

"Because sometimes, I need time to think about what I've done and sometimes you just need time away from me. It seems that all I ever do is hurt you. You deserve to be happy" Jack told me

"When I'm with you, I am happy, so don't even say that" I mumbled

"Where's Mikey?" I asked

"At your mom, at jacks, or Haileys. Wherever Jack is, Mikey's with him"

I nodded my head. Jack took a seat on the couch, I sat on his lap, still hugging him.

"I don't ever want to let you go" I mumbled in jacks chest

I raised my head, looking Jack in his eyes. I cuffed his face in both of my hands as his arms snaked around my waist.

"I can't lose you again" I whispered, closing the gap between us and sealing it with a kiss.

"I want you to make love to me. We don't have to answer any calls or be interrupted. I want you to myself all day, just us" I said in between the kiss

Jack nodded, pulling my chest closer to his. He laid me back on the couch, kissing down my neck.

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"Remember that one time when you picked me up from school and I was high?" I asked

Jack chuckled "yea"

"Sammy gave me that" I smiled

"I know, that's why no one wanted you with him" Jack told me

"Yea, well that was one of my teenage phases" I giggled

"I broke up with Madison for you, even though you were dating Justin" Jack looked down at me

"She confronted me about it and I punched her in her face. She had no business talking to me about that shit" I laughed

"So you hit her for talking to you?" He asked

"She was yelling at me and I didn't know what she's was talking about until she mentioned you"

"Ohh" I nodded my head

"Hailey would talk to me about you and I would tell her not to talk about my future husband like that, and she thought it was funny" I looked up at Jack, matching his glance

He leaned down pecking my lips, smiling after. "You're cute when you smile"

"You're smile is cuter than mine" I tapped his nose "you're cuter than me and don't even try to argue. I love everything about you"

A blush blossomed over jacks cheeks.

"Awe, is Jack blushing?" I giggled

He smiled pressing his lips against mine. "I love you"

"I love you too" I kissed his lips again

Jack crawled between my legs as the kiss got heated.

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"I'll go get Mikey tomorrow, we have something else to do" Jack grinned

"Can I come?" I asked

"Nope" Jack climbed into bed

"I never get to come with you guys" I whined

"That's because you're a female" Jack chuckled "I'm kidding, but you really can't come"

"Is it that important?" Jack wrapped his arms around my waist

"Mhmm, but like I said. You'll love it" Jack pecked my lips lightly

"I hope so" I mumbled

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I think I'm gonna end this story soon.

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